My Autobiography

It was all about a girl who's name I can't mention but  that's me. So , once upon a time I loved a person as hell like he's the only guy i've ever seen.
I treated him much better tht he deserved .Ik Itz was childish but uk what , in love , all things becomes childish. Even the things u think were cringe , u do when u're in love.
Itz all about madness.

& the most interesting thing is i've asthma , so whenever i got too much angry , asthma attacks starts ,& while i cry too.

There's a guy whom I loved more thn me actually u can say i can do whatever he wants but unfortunately he didn't except me .

There's one of my frnd who helped me to approach him & helped me to confess my feelings. But my Luck was too dull ...

Almost everyday, i used to write long paragraphs just to send him , but i guess he won't read tht full.

What can I do ?
- Nothing -

I've written all my feelings fr him , the things i feel fr him , tht strong feeling , but u can't say a blind person to see . Right?

But still i tried ...

I mentioned him in all of my prayers , just tht if one day he could be mine .

He's too cute , too handsome , too charming, kind hearted, Always a smile on his face & what nt , therefore i kept his name as "Mango" .Because Mango is the "king of fruits" & fr me too.
Always , i used to stand infrnt of the schl gate just too see him vry frst & I always pray tht no other girl would see him . Because i'm vry jealoused because his personality & He himself attracts the other girls.He is the most handsome guy in our whole schl.
I haven't fall fr him just bez he's attractive or his personality , but fr his soul .

He's boards are approaching & within few months he's gonna leave & frm now i'm crying .

Dude - One day he's gonna see back & will definitely think " Damn ! Tht gurl really loves me a lot " but i guess , it would be too late.

I'm always fr him, whenever he will need me , i'm always available just fr him untill i died but i wish he could understand the feelings i felt fr him. Just I wish it could be. Sometimes i just think abt our marriage but always i frgt who's is nt in our destiny we can't get them .

Atlast , I wanna say it was only just an one sided lover's story who was madly in love wid a guy who doesn't give a shit about me ... But yes i can proudly say tht he will nt get someone like me , like the way i loved , like the way i cared , like the way i protect , but yes he can get better thn me but he'll nt get a girl with those feelings which i had fr him .
Those things i mentioned here was written by me & i've given it to him but he just reacted " hmm 🙃" & this shit broked me into thousands of pieces & maybe more.

I hope u guys will like it, just serve one like to me . Itz enough fr a one sided lover !

Thank you to all ❤️