Self,
I know you hoped to be a poet, doctor, teacher, and engineer.
But you really dont want a career...
You just want to be free
Make decisions and not be conflicted and convicted.
I know u dont even know yourself.
Friends say your a great catch and intelligent, I guess.
But they dont know that its just a facade.
Something to hide behind.
Away from fears, and tears
Things I cant say, do, or tell.
I sometimes wonder where it all began to fall
Because seriously I wouldn't know at all.
Sincerely, those dark and scary thoughts in the back of my mind.
(2015'fayemarieparker)
