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Chapter 6

❤️❤️❤️ Thank you so much for everything last night I love you x fi x

:) it's all worth it for you Fiona x

I love that now you aren't only a boyfriend to me but you're also my bff hahaha, I sound like a right dick saying that but you ac are my fav person on the world you're the only person who can make me happy just from smiling and the only person who knows what to say every single fucking second. I was kinda stuck without you in my life and I'm a wee but happy you're back☺️ I know you have to go away now for a while but please visit whenever you can!! This long distance relationship will be hard but we can make it work! I'm really lucky to be your girlfriend and I know that. Miss you always but see you soon when you're back. Fiona😘xxx

Luke I miss you. It's been a week since you've gone now💔I still haven't stopped crying. I honestly never even imagined that this would happen, anyone else would think I was an idiot and weirdo for texting but I feel like this is now my only way to contact you ever😥 you were my favourite person in the world and why this fucking happen I won't understand ever, god only takes the best.

No wonder you never replied to my last text. I fucking miss you an awful fucking lot, please why did you leave me?! Why be so fucking selfish you were the only good thing and now you're gone what the fuck. I haven't been able to breath the last week I've been crying so much, I came up with this as a way to feel like I'm talking to you, I can pretend you're reading these, you're too busy to reply and I get that just spare a thought for me baby. We had a beautiful service for you the on Thursday morning, the whole of your old school were there, not a dry eye in the whole fucking church. I made a speech but broke down after two paragraphs, I tried my best but in the end Marissa Todlington came up for me and read it on my behalf while your mum held me. I

I sang your favourite song in the church, yes Mumford and sons, you guessed it. I've spent everyday in your house all week, with your family, it's been nice but I kinda need you right now, I'll kinda need you always. I'm so fucking sorry that this is all my fault💔 if you hadn't come to my house amazing night none of this would've happened, you would've gotten a different plane and the wouldn't have happend! I will never not feel guilty or responsible.

My life is incomplete.

Guess what happened today, Charlie Boyns asked out Rachel Marachelli, and she said no:( so now she's going to Peter Rendons party... It's so weird and unexpected. Mrs Rodgers gave me your old history books.. I have no clue why but I like them, history was always both of our favourite subjects anyway, maybe she knew that who knows. I guess this is the last time I'll ever text you, it's really really helped me and made me happy being able to sort of talk to you, to feel like you can hear me, you've always listened and I Thankyou eternally for that.

Rest easy you are being missed more and more everyday, save me a seat up there❤️ Love you forever and always, be there soon baby. Fiona xx