It smelled amazing,
It looked amazing,
But I didn't care,
I didn't want it.
It looked so warm and amazing,
But I knew that just like me it had a mask.
Underneath I knew it was planning to ruin me.
If I gave in,
I would never be strong again.
I would be laughed at,
Like all those times before.
I would be called all those horrible names.
I looked like I brushed their insults off,
But they were secretly killing me inside.
