I honestly relate to Taylor Swift's new song Antihero so much that it hurts.
Here are a couple lyrics that resonate with me the worst:
"I have this thing where I get older but just never wiser"
I feel like as I get older, I lose more and more of me and understanding what I am inside.
"It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
At tea time, everybody agrees"
I'm always messing things up, wether it's online, with my friends, or just by myself.
"I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror"
Sometimes I have such bad dysphoria that I can't even look in a mirror. I hate my appearance so much.
