Take My Hand

part 5

After a few minutes we were sitting on the bed watching cartoons because Bax  wanted to. He was eating and drinking water which made me relieved. I didnt eat much but from what I did I was full. " can I ask a question Bax" I looked at him and he looked back. " why  does your dad say things about you wanting to be friends"
Bax was surprised of the question.
It took him a couple minutes. "Uhm..because I dont like girls. Only guys and my dad is not okay with it" he seemed embarrassed  until I looked at him and grabbed his hand " I like guys too so you shouldn't feel embarrassed " I gave him a smile as he gave one back

Baxter's POV:
I became flushed by his gesture, my thoughts and hear began racing. I'm not good at eye contact but I could look into his eyes forever without even thinking about looking away. "Bax?" I broke out of my trance to find him looking at me with a grin. The room went quiet except for the old cartoons playing in the background and the rain becoming lighter on the roof of the motel.
Derek kept looking at me, I wanted to look away from him but I couldn't bring myself to. I kept looking at his light red lips, his beautiful eyes, his piercings and tattoos. I wanted place my lips against his..
"Bax? Are you okat"  Derek squeezed my hands gently, rubbing my wrist with his thumb.  " yeah yeah sorry" I laughed nervously not wanting him to think I'm awkward. "H-have you ever like...kissed a guy before " I hesitated to ask him, immediately looking away. Only to be tugged by the chin " I have, with my ex back when I lived in the old house. Why you ask?" He gave a small grin. I couldn't help but bite the bottom half of my lip. Diverting my eyes away from his gaze.  It went silent for a while before he looked at me again. "- have you?" I was shocked we asked me back. I shook my head in embarrassment " never had the ch-" before I knew It, his soft lips were on mine. His hands were on my face

DEREK:

I couldn't resist his lips anymore, I grabbed his face gently, smashing my lips to his. Only to feel him kiss back more deeper than i kissed him. His lips were so soft yet it was clear he had never been kissed before his hesitate movements. I pulled away for breaths. He looked flushed with redness and I gave a small chuckle while holding his hands. " now you have" he giggled as he heard the words.

A few hours later

The rain got harder and quicker, we were both breathing hard, we both wanted to go a step further. His body movements says it all, my hands glided softly up and down his small stomach, his arms were by his head on each side, his palms upwards and his face was turned to the side, showing all the Marks I had made previously. His head tilted up, which drove me crazy. This skinny boy made me go wild.  Both of our shirts were off, him only in his Jean's, me only sweatpants, his body glistened with sweat from anticipation of what I was going to do next, his body jerked everytime I placed a kiss on his skin. ..
His eyes were filled with want and need, I didnt wanna push too far across the line, but if he was I was ready as well.