𝙈𝙄 𝙉𝙊𝙑𝙄𝘼 - robin arellano

𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩.

"it's all good i missed you tho" he said

"i missed you more" i said smiling

"uh...why's robin over there" he said looking over my shoulder

i turned and saw robin but he quickly looked away

"this mother fucker is gonna be the death of me" i said

"is he bothering you?" bruce said

"no wait have you not heard?" i said

"heard what" he said

*oh shit*

"me and robin are...together" i said

"what!?" he said

"yeah..." i said

"oh..." he said

i started seeing his eyes getting wetter and wetter

"um well i'll see you later" he said shutting the door on me

"no no no" i mumbled

i looked back over and robin was gone

"fuck sake" i mumbled

now my best friend is upset and robins probably upset too

why do i always stuff up?

i sighed and walked to the nearest baseball field

i sat down on the bench

no one was there so there was a nice silence

i layed down on the bench and stared into the sky for about 10 mins

then i heard crying

it was getting closer and closer

until i saw who it was

it was...

bruce

he saw me and quickly wiped his tears

"bruce?" i said

"hey sorry uh i'll go" he said going to leave

"wait...no i wanna hang with you" i said with a faint smile

he smiled and slowly walked over to me

he sat down next to me and played with his fingers

i could tell he was stressed so i grabbed his hand

"you ok?" i said

he looked at me with red glossy eyes

he nodded and smiled

"i mean are you truly ok?"i said

"of course why wouldn't i be" he said

"bruce...it's ok i'm here you can tell me anything and everything i would never judge you" i said

tears rolled down his face

i let go of his hand and wiped his tears

i put my hands on his face

"bruce i'll always be here for you i love you so much and i always will"i said

he smiled at me but then...

he kissed me

i froze for a bit but before i could pull away i heard

"wow"

i pulled away and saw robin standing there with tears in his eyes

i stood up and awkwardly stood there

"robin that was nothing" i said

"sure didn't look like nothing!" he said

"he kissed me it meant nothing!" i said

robin just stared at me as tears filled his eyes

"robin...i promise it was NOTHING" i said

i looked at bruce and he was crying too

no.
i fucked up again.

then my eyes started watering

i didn't wanna fight so i just left

i know i shouldn't run away from my problems but i couldn't stand there trying to make robin realise it was nothing while bruce cry's cause i'm hurting him too

i ran all the way home crying

when i entered the door finn was sitting at the dinner table doing home work

"y/n?" he said

i didn't say anything i just started crying

"what's wrong?" he said running over to me

"everything" i said

he hugged me and patted my back as i cried

"it's ok y/n" he said

"no it's not i'm a horrible person finn" i said

"no no no your not , your the complete opposite" he said

"no i'm a bad friend a bad daughter a bad girlfriend a bad sister" i said

"stop y/n just stop" he said

"i am" i said choking on tears

i cried on finn's shoulder as he brought me to the couch

"here sit down" he said

i sat down and wiped my tears from my face

"what happened" finn said

"i told bruce me and robin were dating and he got upset and shut the door in my face , so i went to the baseball field but he came and saw me and he was crying so i started comforting him cause you know that's what friends do and then he kissed me but robin saw" i said

"oh" finn said

"and he got upset and started crying see what i mean i'm a horrible person" i said

"no your not! you were comforting him and he kissed you , you didn't kiss him" finn said

"yeah but i probably stuffed everything that i had with robin" i said

"i don't know" finn said

"there's no way he's gonna still like me after all this" i said

"mmm he seems pretty in love with you" he said

"which makes it worse that i did this to him" i said

"just talk to him" finn said cupping my face

"ok" i said wiping my tears

i got up and went to the bathroom , my face was covered in red spots from crying so much

i put cold water on my face and took deep breaths

i eventually looked normal again so i left to go to robins