Description: you come out to your parents and they kick you out after your dad slaps you but mj comforts you and lets you stay with her.
DISCLAIMER: I DONT KNOW HOW OTHERS EXPERIENCE/DEAL WITH PANIC ATTACKS THIS IS JUST MY EXPERIENCE WITH ANXIETY
TW: depictions of a panic attack
RECAP: I pause suddenly hearing the broken sniffles and short breaths coming from my lover. "hey, hey, hey its okay love. Whats wrong? " I ask softly as not to alarm her. I can tell she's having a panic attack. "I- they k-know- he- it hurts- I need help" she choked out through the tears. I couldn't tell what she was trying to say but that didn't matter because I need to stop this panic attack before I worry about anything else. It'll work best if I'm there in person.
MJs P.O.V.:
After abandoning the prospect of helping over the phone i quickly track her location (we our location with each other) as soon I find the address and implant it in my head.
As im running out the door with undone laces and a jacket half put on i can feel the adrenaline pumping through my veins. I cant hear anything but my feet thumping on the pavement towards the address implanted in my head in panic.
2 blocks away
1 block away
1 more turn
I see them...
They're sat on a bench on the edge of a park rocking back and forth a little looking at her hands. I approach slowly with steps loud enough to make my presence known. They look up slightly, and tears that looked like they had been held in for too long finally started flooding down their cheeks.
Quick y/n POV ;)
As soon as i heard steps i looked up and saw mj. Never in my life have i been more relieved. And just the relief of seeing her made the tears I'd been holding in for too long finally start flowing as waterfalls down my cheeks.
Alright back to MJ :)
I walked up to my lover and bent down to her level. Once I was at eye level with them I softly asked if i could touch their hand ad they nodded wordlessly in response. I gingerly held her hand in mine to ground them. I then asked on a scale of 1-10 how capable do they think they are of walking back to my house with me. They held up a shaky hand with 5 fingers up. "Okay im going to support your shoulder to walk home" I said gently wanting to speed up the process.
(petit saut de temps 🥯)
Once I got her up the stairs I sat them down on my bed. By that time their breathing had got back to normal but I could feel her body shaking against mine.
THIRD PERSON P.O.V:
And as they sat there together in silence, they found comfort in each others presence. Y/n fell asleep there and MJ laid them down on the bed carefully as not to wake them. And as MJ too drifted off to sleep, she mumbled "I'll always be here" to herself before giving in to the prospect of sleep. There they laid together with piece in their minds.
And they both dreamt the words over and over
"Ill always be here"
The end
Max's corner:
Hey loves sry for the all the pov changes lol but i feel like it works. Idk if you'll like this more poetic style of writing but lmk! Anyways stay safe, eat some food, drinks some water, and take your meds!
Bon nuit!
-Max 👾
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FanfictionI like to write so read this if you want. I left this alone for a while and it is kinda sucky bc i wrote it like 2 yrs ago and im a better writer now so pls dont hate on this. Its just a bunch of cute oneshots for MJ so do with this what you will -
