Why Am I So Lonley (2)

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     I hit my head hard knocking the wind out of me, as we slid another few seconds landing in a barrel of garbage. I regained my balance and caught my breath causing me to gasp a few times to make sure I could breathe again. My hands were scrapped and badly bruised from hitting so many sharp edges and corners. My breath was rapid as I took in long and slow breaths making myself an open target if this scoundrel decided to hit me again.

*&*&*

     Ten  Minutes passed as I glared at the stranger his blond hair a yucky brown. He touched his head and pulled off the blonde revealing a wig and staring me straight in the face... I knew exactly who it was and I didn't want to know any more as I wiped my face on my sleeve. I took off running but I was stopped short as he grabbed my wrist and pinned me to the ground.

     "Look me in the face, look me in the face Trevor" he panted. He rolled me on my back pinning both my hands together and then he took handcuffs and put them on me making me totally vulnerable. I couldn't look at him disgusted.

      "I know that back then it was a hard scene with everything in shambles but know it's okay and everything is back to the way it was those horrible 10 years ago. Since I'm a cop in re-turn I was able to get a higher position and take care of that. I never wanted to return but if I hadn't then I myself could have been arrested" he whined, crying a fake tear.

       "You lier it's a disgrace to look at you after what you did. Even I'm not that cruel and I don't do things like that, not in a million years" Trevor screamed his face dirtied and his hands a wreck. My brown hair tumbled and my green eyes teared. I had to remember that fatal night but it was hard after everything that happened, I wanted to dive down in a ditch and never come back from the center of the earth. My inner thoughts brought me back to the night ten years ago when my life was ruined and my life changed forever.

*FlashBack*

    "Stop hitting her, she didn't do anything wrong just stop it!!" I looked at him his hands bloodied and his face full of hurt and anger. He was only doing this because it was her and because she meant so much to him. But I, Trevor was also in love with her and that couldn't work so he bashed her and beat her until she was nothing but a dead corpse. He killed her in front of my own bare eyes yet I wasn't old enough to accept the face that he killed her because he actually wanted her and nobody else could have her. She was in love with another man so he decided to brutally kill her and make sure nobody knew. He shot her for the fifth time in her body as she collapsed her blonde hair flying behind her as she hit the cold bare cement floor. I closed my eyes and ran away but he only took me and threw me on top of her as he pointed the barrel of the gun at me. He was crazy I thought, insanely crazy but he shot my arm and ran away a man so cruel and full of hatred. A man who could not stand to look at his lover with someone else...

             I opened my eyes the scary and depressing thoughts encasing me in a cloud of darkness. I didn't know why this man was here and know but I didn't know why he wanted me sooo much either.... I looked up and met his eyes scared half to death.

     "Brother he cried. Brother..."

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