Love //minsung

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Minho rushed to soonies side picking him up and running out of the house. Not looking back, he just put soonie in the car and left.

"What the hell is going on lately....." he sped to the hospital ignoring the cop trying to pull him over for speeding.

Once he got there, he started to get soonie out of the front seat. "PUT YOUR HANDS UP!" "MY FUCKING KID IS DYING AND YOU WANT ME TO LISTEN TO YOU!? PISS OFF!"

Minho cried and ran inside the hospital with soonie in his arms. "SOMEBODY HELP!!!!" Soonies body started shaking.

Nurses ran up and started asking questions. "I-I don't know he was at my brothers house then showed up to my boyfriends house and then my brother called me telling me to get him here fast."

"Judging by the way he looks and they way his body is shaking, I'm saying he od'd" Minhos heart dropped.

The nurses rushed him to a room and set everything up and started pumping his stomach. Minho sat in the waiting room leg shaking, his body filled with anxiety.

Felix ran in. "Minho!!" Minho looked up. Felix looked at him with sadness. Minhos face was tear stained and he looked exhausted. Felix walked over and hugged him. "I walked in the room after he left and there was an empty pill bottle beside the bed."

"I had given him the pills cause he had a headache the night prior so I know it was full." "Then....I found this...." Felix pulled out a sheet of notebook paper and handed it to minho.

Everything's gone to shit.
What has my life become.
I've stopped eating.
I cant sleep.
I get bad headaches.
I throw up anything I try and eat.
My boyfriend left me.
I hate myself.
It's my fault he's gone.
He made me so happy.
Made me feel loved.
But now I feel nothing at all.
I don't feel loved.
I don't feel happy about anything.
Doongie probably hates me for how I treated him.
Always hitting him. I even screamed at him to shut up before I ran off....
Those were the last words I said to him and I thought I'd never see him again.
I never truly paid attention to Dori....hes my youngest brother...yet I treated him like he wasent there.
I lashed out on my own dad.
He's done so much for us three yet I was an asshole to him.
My mom absolutely despises me my dad and Dori.
Wow...my own parent hates me. How sad is that.
My uncle gave me headache pills....maybe...just maybe..
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I took the rest of the pills....
There's was probably at least 20 left in the bottle.
If he finds this oh well
I'll be gone.
Or.
I'm going to see my family one last time but I have to move fast.
I don't know how long it'll take before this kicks in.
But I can't be late.
Or it'll be...
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Too late to say goodbye.

Minho started at the paper after reading. Eyes never leaving the last few words. "Too late to say goodbye"

Dori was sat in shock after watching his eldest brother collapse. Thinking he just watched his brother die right in front of him. "Hey where did Minho go?" Jisung walked out of his room.

Doongie and Dori turned to look at him with tears falling. "Is he ok!? Why are you guys crying?????" Jisung freaked out.

"..w-we need to go to the hospital now." "O-ok let's go come on. BBAMA LETS GO!" Bbama ran out his room and they all left for the hospital.

"Anyone know what happened???" Jisung asked. "I-it wasent dad.....it was soonie....." "...oh.." Jisung didn't ask anything else and just kept driving.

Once they got there, they all rushed out of the car and to the waiting room. "Dad!!!" "Dad!!" Doongie and Dori ran to him. "How is he? What happened? Is he ok!?"

Minho handed them the paper. Jisung walked around with bbama and sat next to minho. "...hey love..." Minho looked up.

He made eye contact with jisung and started crying. "What if I loose him sung..." Jisung hugged him. "Hey..." Jisung picked Minhos head up and whipped his tears. "Tell me what happened...."

Dori sat down with his head in his hands now visibly tense after reading the paper. Doongie handed the paper to jisung and as jisung read it, he started to understand why everyone was so upset.

"Oh my god....min...."  "I-"

"Lee Minho???" Minho looked up at the nurse.

"I'm happy to say your son is ok! And you may go see him he is awake!" Minhos eyes lit up and he ran to his room. "Knock knock....soonie.." Minho walked in.

Soonie looked up at him. "Dad......" Minho teared up and ran to him and hugged him. Soonie hugged back and they both started crying. "I'm sorry..."

"Don't apologize its ok." "Im not blaming you for anything soonie. I love you so much." "I love you too dad."

After minho everyone else visited soonie. He needed to stay there for a while so minho sent doongie and Dori back to school with jisung and he stayed at the hospital with soonie.

Tbc