ᶜᵘʳˢᵉᵈ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗ⁻ ᴳᵉᵗᵒᵘ ᶠᶠ

Spit in my face,

I was a mistake, I still am one. Being conceived only as the product of a hook up between The Zenin Clan and The Kamos. I was despised upon all through my mothers pregnancy and carried on after i was born. Being a women didn't help either.
Mother was exiled from the Kamo family due to me and I was always to be told that I was to blame. She didn't love me and I didn't love her either so i guess its fine. After all when i was five she took her own life, me being forced to live with the Zenins' and the man who made my life possible. Toji Zenin,
All my childhood i craved for his attention, always trying my hardest to get it, I would do anything and when I say anything i really did. First off it was academic praise, then me working on my curse technique, and when that didn't work I turned to something that would really get his attention or just anyones for that matter I used the 'gift' that i was cursed with to hurt others as if I cant be happy why should they be. This world is unfair and unforgiving so why should i be any different. No one helped me,No one loved me and no one cared about me.