chapter 8: what am I doing?

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It felt like I was unconscious forever I could feel chase right next to me the whole time I tried to wake up but I couldn't even move I wish I could hug him and let him know that I was ok. the only time he left my bed side was when my dad walked in and told him to go eat. My dad cried every time he spent anytime im my Room and I could tell that it felt like his soul was slowly disintegrating until he was nothing but a skeleton with skin there was no more emotion in his voice..I felt like that's what happened when he talked.... then I drifted off too sleep until I started dreaming about my mom. .. that's when I seen her.. my mom just standing there with diamond wings but as quickly as she appeared she faded into the background my heart sunk and I felt cold for the first time then...I saw me...chase was ontop of me giving me CPR crying begging me to stay alive his emerald eyes dark with despair and anger ...now hes screaming at me to wake up and the doctors try to pull him off me and I begin to feel warm...what is this ...? Was I dead my eyes shoot open and I gasp for air reaching for chase he scrambles to my now living body.

"What in the hell were you thinking?!!do you know how scared I was you just died!!!!!
"I died?"
"Yes you died what the hell is your problem whyd you try to commit suicide you scared the shit out of me !!!"
" I...im sorry chase..." I start balling
" what the fuck happened?!!"
"I can't tell you"
"Why the fuck not"
"Because I can't ...or my work will go to waste "
"Your work??!!is this some sort of p..practical joke to you? Y...you just d..died and you wont tell me why?!!"
"I just can't "
"Youre fucking crazy!!!!"
"Get out!"
"What ?!"
"Get the fuck out "
"Fuck no!"
"Fine! Then ill leave!!
I pushed passed him and ran....I ran and ran and ran all the way to Aaron's house and I stopped at his door panting and crying .he opens the door and pulls me into his arms
"What happened?"
He takes me in the house as. I explain myself ...he gets madder and madder until he finally pins me to a wall and kissed me breathless

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