☀︎︎𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚 𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥☀︎︎
A month later
I'm sitting in the rocking chair in Nonny's room. He's sleeping in his crib. Antonin is being so freaking mean to me. He's been so irritable lately. It's not long before he finds us. I don't say anything he says come to bed. I say we're fine he says I'm not asking Stella. So I decide to ignore him which was a big mistake. He grabs me by my arm and he pulls me up and he pulls me out. I say stop it your hurting me Antonin. he says I don't care Stella maybe next time you'll listen to what I told you to do. He continues basically dragging me to our room. He pushes me onto our bed and he says get ready to go to bed. I don't move which irritates him. I say I don't want to sleep with you Antonin. Especially with you being so mean to me. He doesn't respond he just goes in the closet. He comes back with briefs and he says you better be under the comforter when I come out. I say what are you going to do? He says just know that you won't like it Stella. He goes in the bathroom and closes the door. I crawl up and I get under the sheets and comforter. I lay my head down and he comes out after maybe 20 minutes. He gets in bed and he lays with me. He pulls me close to him and he says Stop being difficult. I let him hold me I close my eyes and I go to sleep
3 weeks later
Our Nonny turned 2 months today he's looking more and more like Antonin everyday. I'm sitting on the floor beside Antonon's tummy time mat. It's not long before Antonin walks in and he comes to us. Nonny looks so excited to see him. Antonin picks him up and he sits on the sofa. He talks to him and plays with him he's always really good with him. I say how was your day? He says stressful but it's getting better now that I'm with you and our little boy. I say Do you want something to drink? He says please I get up and I go to the kitchen and I grab a glass. I puts in 4 ice cubes and I fill the glass with bourbon. I give it to him and he says feed my son. I sit beside him and he gives Antonon to me and I breastfeed him. Antonin said that I can start drinking wine again when I stop breast feeding. He refuses to buy any until then. It's not long before he's done eating and I give him back to Antonin. He says how was he today? I say you know he's not really fussy. He just sleeps alot today I tried to keep him up and somewhat active. He says he should be crawling in some months. He kisses my head and I lay my head on him.
YOU ARE READING
𝗦𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮
RomanceI'm reaching for the last can of soup when someone grabs it. I look at the stranger and I must admit he's stunning. He gives it to me and he says you looked like you needed help. His voice is deep and he has a thick Russian accent. I say I did thank...
