"𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞?""𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐡. 𝐈 𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐬, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧".
☁️chapter 1:welcome to your new home☁️
Life is unfair. It has always been unfair for those, who choose to live it. And for those, who gave up along the way, I have nothing more to say.
I don't feel sorry for those, who gave up. For me they are just weak, weak characters that had to die in a zombie apocalypse, they won't survive, even if they wanted to. Why? Because life isn't for the weak.
Everyone like to blame someone else for the shitty life they live. It's always someone else's responsibility that they have some type on problem, while the truth is they can't take any accountability for the weak minds they have.
I, on the other hand, don't like to blame anyone else for my own failures and sure, I want to turn and blame the world for all the problems that I have upon myself, but what will I gain?
We are just a pawns in someone else's game and everyone has a turn. My turns is not my problem to worry about, it's the players who should be worried. I can't blame anyone, if my player is weak, while others don't realise that.
*do I wanna know by Arctic Monkeys is playing in y/n's headphones*
I'm looking around. Everything I see is just a miserable picture of students locked in what I like to call case for murders, they got the same promise I got..that we'll get our justice. Well, I knew from the beginning that this school won't help me find my justice, but I was in a desperate need for home and food.
I'm not exactly the rich type, of you haven't understood by what I meant. I had a home, while I was a child, then I lost it, because my what was called 'mother' lost everything due to her drug addiction. Some people will find this story tragic, I find it peaceful. I found my peace after I lost my home and my mother.
My mother wasn't really the loving type. She never let her emotions be shown. That's the only valuable lesson I learnt from her..that emotions make you weak and eventually bring you to the death row. She didn't hide her emotions very well, but that wasn't what got her into the addiction.
The fact that she had emotions in the first place was her real problem. If she didn't have them she didn't need to hide them. I, on the other hand, learned how to get rid of them. I haven't felt a single emotion since childhood, not even empathy. It's a pure waste of time.
I'm walking through the corridors of this case, mostly know as master Lin's school for assassins. I'm thinking to myself how can my life become a little bit more exciting, since my everyday life became kinda boring lately.
The entertainment here is limited and the love story between Maria and Chico has been dry since she started being more obedient. Saya doesn't have drama at all and all the rats are just as boring as her. Isn't it funny how we all are separated by social groups and yet all of us are equally bring and grey?
Why grey? Because in my opinion grey is the most boring colour ever made. Some might say that black is the most boring colour, but I can't agree with that. Black has more shades, it also has more stories to tell. Plus black is the colour of normal. Notice how most serial killers wear more and different colours than black? Yeah.
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Fanfiction"𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞..𝐰𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐞", 𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎. "𝐍𝐨", 𝙸 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎...