Tears Of A Broken Man ( One Shot)

First Part

His POV

 Alam mo ba ang feeling na nagtatampo sa'yo ang iyong girlfriend? Okay lang sana kung tampong normal kaso 'yung sa kanya parang nasobrahan naman yata. Mag-iisang buwan na kasi niya akong tinitiis. Kasalanan ko rin naman dahil ginago ko siya. Wala akong kuwentang boyfriend. Pwede na siguro akong isumpa sa hukay. Fresh na fresh pa sa isip ko ang mga nangyari nung gabing iyon.

 I was walking out of the gym, the spacious school grounds were very dark and the only light was from the full moon up above. Preoccupied with my thoughts on how pressure I was dealing with the preparations for the final game this coming Saturday. I was forced to double my efforts and time to practice with the team. Napatigil ako sa paglalakad when someone blocked my way. Nag-angat ako ng tingin at napansin ko ang nakakasurang babae. She was with all the creepy make-ups, wearing tank tops revealing most of her cleavage and short shorts. She looked slutty with her get up  She was looking at me seductively like a matter of seducing me and my nose scrunched up as I was disgusted with the way she looked at me and as if I'd puke just by looking at her. My brows knitted in confusion when she suddenly wrapped her arms around my neck and I froze in shock when she pulled me closer as our lips met. I was still registering what happened when someone dragged me away and pushed that slut away. Smelling that familiar scent-Vanilla Twilight that I used to love, my blood drained when reality hit me. I saw her - my girlfriend, Tasha.

 "I enjoyed it Caleb! Thanks! That was of a hell passionate kiss. Bye for now." The slut blurted and victoriously grinning at me. And she slowly walked away.

 Turning my gaze at the girl on my side, I was welcomed with those tears escaped from her hazel-nut colored eyes that I loved to stare but not now because her expression was too transparent with pained expression. And it pained me when looking at those broken eyes. I was about to say something when she slapped me hard on my face. Blinking once, twice, thrice; I didn't feel the crispness of the slap but rather the pang that pinched in my chest. Kung kanina'y sakit ang nangingibabaw sa kanyang mga mata, ngayo'y galit na ang uumaapaw. Her eyes were raging in fury.

 "Wow! Kaya pala napaka-cold mo this past few days dahil may iba ka na pala! Grabe lang talaga Leb! I didn't expect this to happen, that you've been cheating on me. Akala ko ba ako lang? You've been telling me, you were so busy doing your practice game with your team. At eto lang ang makikita ko? Woah! Kaya pala di mo na ako tinitext and tinatawagan dahil may iba ka na pala. Sana sinabi mong wala na tayo kasi ako lang pala ang nag-aassume na boyfriend pa ako. Hindi yung ganitong ginagago mo ko. Ansakit sakit na! Sobra!" Pasigaw niyang sabi habang tinutulak-tulak niya ang balikat ko. She was still brokenly crying the whole time she was mocking at me. Shit! Ang gago ko lang talaga! Pinipigil ko yung kamay niya pero tinutulak niya pa rin ako while I was stepping backward each time she was pushing me away. Sa pagiging busy ko sa practice nakalimutan ko na ang personal kong buhay - my family, friends, at ang girlfriend kong si Atasha. Pulling her closer upang mayakap ko siya dahil hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko, she pushed me and slapped me on my face again. "Happy first anniversary." She suddenly said faking a smile as her tears were still there streaming down her cheeks. I stood there flabbergasted. Grabe talaga itong ginawa ko! Napaka-walang kwenta kong boyfriend to the extent na nakalimutan ko ang special na araw na ito. Sa lahat pa talaga ng makakalimutan ko, 'yung pinaka-imortanteng araw pa talaga! Darn me with this for being such a hell bastard! Nang mapansin kong hahakbang na siya palayo ay niyakap ko siya sa likuran. Tatanggalin na sana niya ang mga kamay kong nakapulupot sa kanyang beywang pero hinigpitan ko ang hawak ko sa kanya.

 "Baby ko. That wasn't what you saw. Hindi ko alam na hahalikan ako ni Hailey. She initiated and planned everything that you saw. Please Baby ko. Pakinggan mo naman ako, nagmamakaawa ako, please? I love you Baby ko. Ikaw lang naman." I explained to enlighten her but I knew her ears were deaf right now and her minds were close. Hindi ako papayag na dito lang matatapos ang lahat ng meron kami.  "Please Baby ko, wag mo namang pagdudahan ang pagmamahal ko sa'yo, 'wag please?" I stammered as my tears started to fall fresh from my eyes down to my cheeks. I felt her body froze and recovered and she suddenly faced me.

 "Pagmamahal? Sa mga ginagawa mo? Ang mga pagbabalewalang ginawa mo, kinakaya ko pa though I was a bit disappointed and hurt dahil iniintindi ko ang sitwasyon mo. The fact that I was giving you full understanding but then you didn't return the favor too. Intindihin mo din yung side ko that I need you too. I need you to keep in touch with me kahit busy ka pa dahil doon ko mas mararamdaman ang haalaga ko. Not like now, I felt like a trash. And the fact that I witnessed such a romantic scenario tonight. How will you explain everything with your lies? Try me! Alam mo ba kung ano ang mas masakit, it was when you were responding to her kiss and you didn't even bother pushing her away." She bitterly expressed her anger and I didn't know how I will expalin it to her. Haley caught me offguard and I fell in her trap. Hinawakan ko siya sa magkabilang-balikat and leveled our faces and to express my sincerity that I wasn't lieing. I stared directly in her eyes and my heart ached at the sight of her. Damn myself for being such a bastard!

 "Please Atasha, Baby ko. Pakinggan mo naman ako, please. Wag namang ganito, nagmamakaawa ako sa'yo." I stammeringly begged as tears streamed down my cheeks.

 "I don't know what to absorb right now, Leb. Everything you were saying was what I doubt anymore." She said as she shook her head from side to side and she pulled out her hands off my grasp and ran away.