This is my life

Hurt

My grandmother never stop from beating my younger cousin( Beowulf ). So me & my brother beau try to tell our father what his mother was doing but he didn't believe us at first. One day, he drop us off to my grand mother house because he had to go to work & he didn't really know anyone to take of us. I was with my two cousins, the older one was named Lucas he was 13 at the time& my younger cousin named bow he is 8 & I'm 10 at the time. We was playing in my cousin Lucas's room. He was to play a game called doctor ( sexual game). So I was laying down on his bed while both of my cousin was on either side of the bed next to me. He lift up my blue shirt & took it off. Then took off my skirt & panty off & left me naked laying down on the bed. I didn't know what the game was about while my older brother was watching cartoons in the living room. So Lucas said " I'm going to touch your body Alice, we are going to have fun." While Bow agree with him. They both started to touch my body while they was touching themselves at the same time making me touch both their penis. Lucas started playing with my pussy sticking his finger in & out of it while Bow just watch & started to kiss me. I started to get scared but I didn't know what to do so I just left them kept doing it cause I thought it was part of the game. Lucas told Bow to go watch cartoons so me & Lucas can be alone in the room. So Bow left & Lucas got on top of me & told me that I'm being a good girl & that I'm going to feel a little pain but it was going to stop. But I didn't understand what he was talking about.
Lucas's POV
My cousin Alice has a sexy body that I'm in love with her that I can't stop thinking about all the things I can do to her. I'm going to have her even if she don't know what is going to happen but I'll be glad to take & lose my virgin.
Lucas started playing with my pussy & kissing it up to my lips started to make out. He started taking of his pants completely & was on top of me his penis was near my pussy & I didn't know what to do cause I was scared but I know I didn't want to play " doctor" anymore. But he still put his penis inside me & it was hurting me a lot & I told him to get off of me & I started to yell but he started to rape me & told me to be quiet that everything is going to be ok. After that all happen, I wanted was to go home & be with my brother & dad & act like it never happen. I started crying then he pulled out & both of us got dress & told me to never tell anyone what happened.