One Small Step

One thing

Looking at my magazine thinking about what I'm going to wear tommorow my phone viabrates my heart fills with excitement when it says his name on my screen.

Declan: Hey babe! Whats up?
Me: Just chilling wbu?
Declan: Thinking about u !

At that point my heart is pumping what do I reply do I reply same do I say shah

Me: Same here
I push send as soon as I hit that button I fully regret what I said. I don't feel there is a connection any more. It was ok to start off with but now there's nothing there. I don't know how to tell him that. I pick up my phone start typing
Me: How do you think things are going?
I push the green send button why do I feel so guilty! He texts back
Declan: Great unless you think different??
Me: I just don't feel there is a connection anymore, we just never talk how we used to it just seems really awkward now.
Declan: I was about to say that too! I think we need to put more effort.

I get a message from my best friend Tess
Tess: OMG LOOK AT DECLANS POST HANGIN WITH MY FAV!!!
Me: What who is he with!!
Tess: Lexi would he be joking !!
Me: Idk
Tess: OMG LOOK AT HIS NEW POST ITS OF KISSING LEXI!!!! SAYING SHE MINE I LIKE IT THIS WAY!!! BABE WHAT ARE U GONNA DO!
Me: Leave it to me I'll sort it out xx. Talk later x

What is happening one minute I tell Declan how I feel about our relationship next he cheats on me! I pick up my phone full of anger!

Me: Why the hell was there a picture of you kissing Lexi.

Waiting waiting waiting its being like half and hour he can go on his phone to post other things just not text is Girlfriend back well ex now.
Finally...
Declan: You said things wernt working so I fixed them let's break up.
Me: How can u be that stupid.. I hate u don't ever talk to me again.

Senior year and Ive lost my boyfriend. How can it just be over just like that by one thing I said. Especially being with her the whole time.