This Guy...

The Secret

So Lane told me the secret which was... He likes me
I thought he was lying until I asked Anna and she told me it was true.

He texted " Do you like me back?"

I said " Maybe? Yeah? Yes I do"

"REALLY!!" Lane said "Are we going to tell people or not I would prefer not bc last time I told someone I had a crush on them the next day they told every body they knew"
Mind you I was on a call with one of my best friends ( Ftrs_jilly ) when he texted this.

So I said "I only told some of my friends"

He said "Okay I gtg now bye"

So I was so stupid that I told this girl in my Social Studies class that Lane had a crush on me. Well bad Idea cause...

Emily said " Lane do you like Jemma?"

Lane started to blush and turn red. So at science we didn't talk cause it was very awkward and I didn't know what had happen at the time. Until he didn't text me for a very long time. And found out what happened.

I texted him " Are you mad at me?"

Lane said " a little"

"What did I do" I said

" Leave me alone" he said.

So I started texting my friend Rae telling her what happened.

I called Rae and we talked about what to do for a while before we decided to have her text him and write apology for me, because Lane wasn't answering me.

Rae texted lane "Hi Lane can you pls forgive Jemma she's really really depressed and she's keep on texting me and I think she going crazy and She really sad that your won't text her back and she's trying to be nice. Also she over thinks things a lot which is why she is so upset and she doesn't want u to be mad at her so please I'm begging u forgive her and I'll leave u alone :)"

He didn't respond until the afternoon when he said "hi I was simply annoyed, she did something I asked her politely not to do and it made me mad."

Rae responded "Ok I understand just please forgive her eventually."

I was so sad and depressed I didn't want to go to school on Monday but I had to anyway.

I was going to give him a letter on Monday if he didn't respond to me over the weekend.

Rae helped me write it and convince me not to write anything mean or offensive.

But it turned out that I didn't need to give him the letter because on Sunday he responded "Hi sorry but I am going to block you because the minute i gave you my number was the biggest mistake of my life"

I responded "please don't!!"

He didn't respond.
He had already blocked me.
I was devastated and I was cry.