Chapter 3

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                                       Jac
         
        "i love you, i think." i just hear bouncing off the walls of my empty head. "oh. nice. i don't love you back." i tell her, expecting her to walk off, ignoring me, leaving. but she doesn't, she stands there and looks at me, like i did something. i just told her i didn't love her back. i can't imagine dating her, i hate her. she's annoying, disgusting, i really do hate her. i almost say it out loud, making her even more angry. thankfully, i didn't. i already hurt her apparently. i should take it back, make it right. i follow her across the room, looking like a stalker. "wait, i'm sorry. please." i shout, as if i actually want her. i hate her, but i can't loose her. she means a lot to me, she does my work, she helps me, but i just don't love her. i also hate her, she hurt me. i used to love her but it's all out the window now. all i feel is hatred for her. i call out her name again, this time she stops, she turns around. i shout that i'm sorry, that i'm a dick and that i need to be seen by a professional. that joke used to crack her up, she just stands there now, blankly. i used to find her laugh adorable.

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