i love you

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it was just a normal day at Hawkins High. all the kids talking and hanging out with each other like there's no tomorrow. but then there's Max, just walking the halls all alone with her headphones on. she knows that she could be with her friends at the moment, but after pushing them away..

she just can't.

more so she can't face him. she knows that he is worried for her, and really wants to know what's going on. but no matter how hard she tries to go and talk to him, she just can't. it scares her really. how much he cares, how much he lo- likes her. he can't possibly love her.. right? even so, that's what she's afraid of. she's scared of getting to attached to the person she loves, for him just to go away. that's why she's pushing herself away from him. lucas.

so here is max, walking in the halls, by herself, blasting Kate Bush until she sees lucas walking up to her. "Max! wait! i really need to talk to you, okay? i know you might know what i have to say, but just listen. please!" lucas tries, but max just turns around and walks faster. well, that is till lucas caught up to her and grabbed her shoulder.

"Max please! just listen to what i have to say." lucas begged. "okay, fine. what do you have yo say that's so important?" max says dragging the o. "well, i don't really want to say it here.." lucas drags off. "we'll find somewhere to say it so you can just get it out already." max replies annoyed. "cmon, let's head outside before anyone notices." lucas stated.

lucas and max walked outside, when lucas lead the two to a bench to sit on, and talk. "so what's so important that you had to take me out of math class?" max asks. "since when did you ever like math?" lucas states. "well.. never, but that's not the point at the moment lucas." max says irritated. "okay, your right. i'm sorry. but, the reason why i wanted to bring you outside to talk was to ask you if your really okay," lucas says worried. "lucas im fi-" max tries. "NO! max, no your not okay! i can tell! if you were okay, you would be hanging out with us! mike, dustin, me! please, just tell me what's going on." lucas states. "it's just- see, i don't even know why your so worried. why you care do much." max says while look at her shoes. "max.. i- im worried because i love you okay! is that what you need to hear to tell me what's wrong!? you don't have to say it back or anything, but i want to know what's wrong because i love you, and i want to help! what's so wrong with that?" lucas says with a shaky voice.

"lucas.. i- i love you too, but. it's just to much. how much you care is just, so. scary. ever since i've lost billy, i guess i've been scared to lose you too. all of you guys, but mostly you." max says tearing up. "i guess it's because i've always loved you. i always have, but i'm scared you'll leave me and i'll lose you forever! that's why i pushed you away! i mean, yea i want okay after billy. but, you just asking me what's wrong everyday and caring so much just lead me to the decision that i should leave first before you could leave me." max says with a tear falling.

"and that's okay max. it's okay to feel that way. it's okay to feel like your going to get hurt if you get to attached. but i don't care how many times i have to say it. i will be here with you till i die. i'd say it over and over again for you to believe me." lucas says while cupping maxs face and wiping a tear. " don't forget it okay? i'll always be here for you, i'll never and i mean ever leave you, and most of all, i'll always love you." lucas says seriously.

in reply, max doesn't say anything. which makes lucas panic inside, it makes him feel like he's done something wrong. and he just messed up everything they had. well, that was until max put her lips on his. for lucas, it felt like everything was in slow motion. him trying to save this moment, and make it last forever. for max, fireworks are exploding, butterflies are everywhere. and she loves it. she absolutely loves it. they both pull away, letting it linger for a while. lucas chuckles under his breath. "so what does this mean?" he questions. "it means your my stalker again." max says will a smile.

"i wouldn't have it any other way, mad max."






AHHH, i'm screaming on the inside. did i js write a story? yes i did. am i scared to post this? yes i am. not proofread

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