Falling Over

Opening up (Little)

Aed POV

It's been 5 days I and Ice never leave this house. We stick together every second. Even shower we take it together. 

It's weird as Ice will make a grumpy face even if I just go to toilet for while. 

He will sulk and made me to persuade him that lead to having a sex for a numerous time. 

He don't want to talk about our relationship. 

He just said we just need to forget it. 

But, I still want to say sorry to him. 

He said, as long as he love me, he will make sure I will not say the word 'sorry' in front of him. 

The reason is simple. He said 'If you will say sorry, why even in the first place you make that action. Don't say sorry because it will just the excuse for the other forgive you' 

He said it like that, but I'm not really agree with his point of view. Because, many people ask for forgiveness as they feel guilty and realize that what they have done is not a good action or they just want to change to be good. 

He said again, 'Sorry also didn't change what ever have happen in the past, so just save your saliva because it's mean nothing if you said sorry but the other is already feel their lost' 

I want to argue with that, but what he said is true, even I say sorry to him, I can't bring his mother back to alive and I can't change the lost feeling he feel, so I just keep silent and didn't say anything. 

I myself, wonder how his mind work as he always not thinking like anyone else. 

I never see him crying or making a sad face, his friend said, the last time they see Ice crying is when he beg me years ago. Didn't he feel burden with the feeling he buried in his heart without taking it out?

I want to ask him about it, but something in my head said I should not ask. 

"Ice, I'm hungry" I said looking at him who busy with his paper on the table. 

He look at me with calm eyes, "what do you want to eat?" he ask

"You" I said smiling make him chuckle. 

"We just do it not even 5 hours ago, and you still hungry for me?" 

"I will never get enough of you, like you said, if you love someone, you will never get enough" I said and send a wink to him. 

"Come here" he said open his arm calling me to walk to him. He pull me to sit on his lap make me blush. 

"What do you want to eat? want me to cook for you?" He ask smooching my nape. make me giggle. 

"Just order delivery, you have work to finish" I replied with a smile. 

I know he small than me, but I don't know when he make his appearance like this, I feel small in front of him instead. 

"Okay, do you want to do anything today?" He ask stroking my hair. 

"no, I will just accompany you here while doing my assignment" 

He nod and I stand up as he need to continue his work. 

I sit in front of him while waiting for the food. He look so freaking handsome when he focus doing something, like now when he focusing himself with the paper in front of him that I even didn't know because it's not related with what we learn at uni. 

I take one paper on the table and read it, and what make me surprised is, it's about architectural. 

"Ice?" I call as he study engineer, how come he handling work about architectural.