𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐚 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐨? (𝐁𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐤𝐮)

-trigger the nonsense-

Izuku stayed silent, eyes wide, breathing shaky as the male that stood in front of him had his mouth agape in shock.
"D-deku.." The familiar voice spoke. Izuku's hands tightened on the blond's wrists as he gritted his teeth. Anger grew inside him as Izuku recalled all the moments and days the person in front of him tortured him and bullied him even going as far as to push him off the roof.

"I bet you thought I died," Izuku spoke coldly and the person in front of him suddenly let go dropping Izuku on the ground.
Izuku coughed harshly as he fixed his hair holding his head in pain slightly.
"Your alive..?" Izuku looked up at the guilty red eyes and looked down before standing up. Shakily stumbling up he leaned up against the wall.
"You're still in the drug business?." Izuku then spoke and the person took a step back.

"Katsuki..?" Izuku then said.

Izuku suddenly felt a shove as he got sent to the wall with a slam.
Izuku felt his arms tightly wrap around him as the person he knew all too well held him tightly.

"I'm so sorry! I-izuku I'm so sorry.. *sob* I'm so fucking sorry. *sob*"

Izuku couldn't believe it. The person that hurt him all his life for being a quirkless sub said he's sorry?

Pathetic.

"Leave.." Izuku muttered his arms hanging down his side as Katsuki sobbed onto his shoulder. "Izuku! Izuku... I'm so sorry for everything! I tried to find you for so long I tried too! but I could never all I got was how you were being held a-and hurt!—" Katsuki yelled before getting shoved back harshly making Katsuki grunt and look up as tears fell from his eyes.

"STOP FUCKING LYING!" Izuku at that point lost it.
Tears fell from his eyes and his bottom lip quivered as his hands shook in front of him. "S-stop lying.." Izuku sobbed.
Katsuki reached his hand out in guilt "i-Izu, I'm s-so sorry-ry" he stuttered making Izuku shake his head. "Your not! you never were! And you never will be!" Izuku cried as he looked at Katsuki with anger in his eyes. Scars showed through his collared uniform and Katsuki's eyes widened even more.
"You don't know the shit I went through!! You don't know what it was like for me! And yet you think you can say sorry after the shit you did!" Izuku screamed while Katsuki stood silent in guilt.

Izuku tried to wipe the tears from his eyes with his wrists tho more tears just came out as he gritted his teeth and looked down.
"Why the fuck did you start doing a drug business..why couldn't you at least live a normal life after I left. Why'd you have to do something that would fuck up your life.." Izuku mumbled. Katsuki narrowed his eyes before looking down.

"I'm sorry.." he spoke. "No one would tell me where you were. I had no choice but to resort to this business to at least know you were safe." And with that izuku looked up at the slightly taller dom male.
"What do you m-mean..?" Izuku said and Katsuki clenched his hands in a fist. "Izuku...I know I fucked up and I could never ask forgiveness from you and what I did to you will never be okay! But I'm sorry... I'm sorry for everything. I didn't want you to leave! I didn't know what I had until I lost it! I'm sorry for everything I caused you...I'm sorry"

But why?

The two stayed silent.
It wasn't awkward, but yet sorrowful.

It has been years since the two saw each other and yet it brought ..comfort
To the two, tho both have hurt and been hurt Izuku couldn't help but grit his teeth in anger.

"But why?"
Katsuki sadly looked up into Izuku's dark murky eyes in sadness "I'm sorry.."
"BUT WHY!" And Katsuki stood quiet just averting his gaze. "Tell me why, why are you sorry why did you try to look for me!"
"WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE FOR ME!!"