You write your name on my palm
So I know they only fit with your arms
You hold me and let me feel your warm
But I squeeze your hand
Cause I am afraid of feeling harmed.
Your wings lift me to the sky
Protect me like an ally
I feel so real even if I am high
Even if someday..
I could die.
I paint your garden with my best colors
Leave some space
and grow some flowers
When hours pass
It blooms
And we could call them ours.
You know I can leave all my dolls because you call
You know for you I press my ego to this small
You know I forgive your highest wall
That always make me fall.
You know when you look at me,
I smile.
Then you assume I am fine
Like a replete child.
You bring your baggage in and out to my isle
But you never know when you go,
I feel exiled.
You know days to days I wait
And it repeatsLike a loop of array.
But you never act to make me feel more okay.
Tell me now if it's all in my head, today.
So I will stop begging you
To stay.
