Oneshots smut (mxm)

selfpleasure (ftm reader)

Hey there reader. I see, you're here, and you're horny. Good thing i am here to help you out. Before we start; i don't have a particular look. You can imagine me as the man you want me to be. Your crush. A fictional character. Whatever you like. Any gender you are attracted to.

I know that you sometimes feel dysphoric baby, but; you deserve to feel selflove, regardless of how far you are in your transition. Let me show you how to love your body.

Now, i want you to find a place where you feel safe, undisturbed, comfortable. This can either be your room, your bathroom, or your livingroom. Make sure you lock the door baby.

Today, let's just use your hands only. I know, you might have a favourite toy, but some change won't hurt you, will it? Make sure, to wash your hands before. If needed, get some lube aswell.

Today, i want you to lay down on your back. Put a pillow behind your back and a towel underneath you. Ya know, incase you make a mess, you could just throw your towel in the washer afterwards. ;)

Slowly strip off your pants. Spread your legs apart and slowly drag your fingertips across your temple over your underwear. Don't put to much pressure on it yet. with your other hand, feel your body. From your tights, up to your tummy, from your chest to your neck. If you'd like, take off your shirt. Ofcourse you can also keep it on. Both works. Take your palm and slowly move your nipples in circle motions until they're hard. And again, take it slow, tease yourself.

Are they hard yet babyboy? I hope they are. Now, slowly remove your underwear and keep your legs spread. Take some lube if you'd like now. Now, remember: Take everything at your own pace. Don't do anything you feel uncomfortable with.

Take your dominant hand and stroke your lips. Not the ones in your face ;) Stroke them slowly. Fell yourself getting wetter and wetter.

Take your middle finger and insert it. Slowly again. Good boy. Go in and out. Stretch it out, don't rush it. When you feel ready, take a second finger - your ring finger for example. Go in and out, slowly. Feel yourself getting tighter. Take your fingers out, and do the same with your non-dominant hand. Make sure your fingers are wet. Mhm, just like that. Bring the wetness up to your clit. Softly. Take two fingers and start rubbing your clit in circular motion.

You might find yourself feeling too much pleasure from this. This can be a bit uncomfortable, cant it be babyboy? If you go a little further up from your clit, you can find the clit hood. Try the same technique there. Go slow. I know you have the urge to go faster, to make yourself cum already, but not yet. You can be a good boy and be patient, cant you be?

Switch the motion after a while. Let's see. Go in a up and down motion on your clit. Don't break the speed pattern, but add some pressure with your movement. Increase and decrease it. Just like that my precious boy. Now, add a third finger to all of it, if you can, if not thats totally fine handsome. Now you have a larger area to use. Go a bit faster now. Faster. Don't stop, i know you're getting weak, but you can't stop yet babyboy.

You're breath is getting a bit heavier. Take your non dominant hand and insert two fingers. Why to take your non-dominant hand? It feels like someone else is fingering you after some time baby. You should feel yourself coming close, make sure to feel that climax all over your body, from head to toe. Breath.

Such a good boy. Look at yourself, such a pretty mess for me. Get your blanket and pull it over you, feel the fabric over your soft skin and breath. Maybe even take a nap, you deserve it handsome ;)