How you helped me

Chapter 1

Noah's Pov:

"Y/n this is the second time this week that you have shown up with a black eye are you sure you just fell down the stairs?" A makeup artist asked. 

"Mhm," she mumbled. 

"Well I know you Y/n you are not clumsy and this is the second time this week that you fell down the stairs. What really happened." 

"I am telling the truth. Why would I lie?" Y/n mumbled 

Today was the last day of the filming season 4. When the makeup artist was done with her makeup she jumped up and ran over to Sadie who hugged her. Something was off. Y/n used to be my best friend. Now she was always hiding behind Sadie. Sadie knew something about Y/n I didn't. Why did she tell Sadie and not me? I kind of felt betrayed. I felt the same way with my twin Chloe she also new. Just Chloe and Sadie and not me and I think I could help her.

She used to be cheerful and social and well now she was gone. I didn't know much or maybe not anything but I was going to find out what was going on. I was worried about her she was still my friend and she still mattered. 

Y/n's Pov:

"Please come to the party!" Millie begged. I wanted to. I could not. My father said I had to be home by 7 and it was 5 it was to risky.

"I can't Millie. I wish I could!" I said looking at my shoes. 

"Why not Y/n/n (Your nick name)" Millie asked 

"My father said I had to be home by 7." 

"But Y/n your a teenager you have to rebel a little bit like you used to you loved parties just for one night Y/n" I looked up at Millie really wanting to say yes. But in the end I would have to return home and deal with my father. 

"I wish I could." I could feel tears welling in my eyes. I pulled my hood hood over my head and ran to the bathroom. 

My mom had died. She killed herself. It was my fault why would she kill herself if I could be there for her. My father well his reaction was worse than mine. He got worse. He was already bad before mom died and now he was worse. Always Drunk. 

"Y/n you okay" Sadie came rushing in. 

"Mills want's me to come to the party and I want to go but I can't go. I wish I could I just can't Sads" 

Sadie pulled me into a hug. 

"I want to be myself again everyone knows something is wrong." 

"Hey. Y/n what if we start just being normal now." Sadie asked. 

I smiled and nodded. I was just a tangle of emotion at one point I was sad the next just normal maybe this would help me be normal again well as normal as I could get. 

"Wait here." Sadie returned with Mills. 

"So I was thinking since Y/n can't come to the party so we could play games like Kiss, Marry, Kill" Sadie exclaimed 

"Okay, Okay let me start!" Millie shouted. 

"Dude keep your voice down I whispered" I don't know why but Millie and Sadie being happy makes my happy. "You also realize we are doing this in a bathroom on set?" 

"Yeah I know" Sadie said. 

"Okay Y/n Kiss, Marry, Kill umm Noah, Caleb and Joe yeah Joe." 

"MILLLLLLLLLS you must be joking! Okay Okay kill Joe because he is to old for me. Umm Kiss Caleb and that leaves Marry Noah." 

Noah's Pov:

I hear shouting and giggling from the bathroom I heard Caleb's name. "Gaten, Caleb, Finn get over here there talking about us the girls" They came rushing over right away. We pressed are ears to the door. "Marry Noah" I heard.