Tearless cries

The Middle School

During Mathew's middle school years, he joined one of the best schools in Iowa and he spent his first to fourth class in the same school and during this time till his second class he was in the same gated community. Then in his 3rd class he was shifted. During his 3rd year he met a transfer girl who joined in his class and in the school till 5th class the tables and chairs are combined and Mathew always sat alone and didn't let anyone sit next to him except his best friends, but cute girls were a huge exception. The teacher asked the new girl to sit next to him. As the looked in Mathew's eyes, his eyes responded to her question telling that he would allow the girl to sit next to him. During the classes Mathew helped the new girl in catching up in her school work and also noted down all the homework and told her that she can reach out to him whenever she had problem with her work as he was a topper and would be happy to help his co-students, but the secret she didn't know was that Mathew was a kid with anger issues and would go berserk any time. During his 2nd class a bully of his class had bullied one of his friend and caused a nail to enter into his friend's head and as Mathew saw that and his mind went blank and the nice sweet, nerdy and a calm Mathew personality had changed into a war seeking, violent and bloodlust kid as he was engulfed by sorrow and anger and every move he made were all done by the anger, he was moving like a trained assassin and he stayed like that for the rest of his life(a fight seeking, a demon filled with bloodlust at a very huge level but he could only contain it for a fixed time but went out of control when someone dear to him had got hurt and if that especially happened in front of him). And the bully was bullied in the worst way anyone had gone through and at that he became an enraging demon at that point. This was kept as a secret to all the other new transfer students and also was classified stuff to all the transfers. Mathew was sent to suspension for a week and the bully was sent to suspension for a month. But this news went all over the school and Mathew was given the title of a "Demon" of the school because students of all ages were afraid of him. And never wanted a fight with him because he was super dangerous. As the bell for lunch had gone the teacher asked everyone in the class if anyone would show the new girl around the school as the teacher completed her sentence, almost all the boys raised their hands and asked the teacher to choose anyone of them. Just before the teacher was about to say the name for who was going to help the girl around the school. Mathew raised his hand and every boy who raised their hands lowered them because they saw Mathew in the eye and were scared really bad and asked the teacher to send him instead as he could help the girl a lot better than them and he also had helped her in her work, but deep inside they didn't want to pick up a fight with the "Demon" of the school but despite his title he had really good number of friends. And the transfer girl also accepted the teacher's decision. Then Mathew took the girl around the school and took the girl to the school canteen and bought her a taco. Then he told that he didn't know her name. Then the girl said that her name Karen. She asked if he could be her first best friend. Then he asked her if she had any friends before she transferred to Iowa. She said she didn't have any friends before and she would love to make him her friend. Then the girl said that she would be more than happy to become a girlfriend of the most dangerous kid in the school then at the evening on that day one of her friends told that the guy she got help from was the most dangerous guy in the whole school that even the seniors were afraid of picking up a fight with him and by listening that she got all flustered and she fell for him on the spot and she was following him all over the school and also got to know that he never let anyone sit beside him and then got to know that she was special to him and then on that day during the lunch break she called him behind the school and told him that she wanted to tell something to him then just as the lunch break bell rang he ran to the venue and as soon as he got to the venue Karen turned around and kissed Mathew all out of the blue and proposed him. This event went viral around the school students and the title of the event was "The transfer student gathered the courage and propose the Demon of the school" then she got to know that the Demon everyone was scared of was none other than Mathew himself. This rumor was around the school for a really long time. The students in the school got to know that Mathew never let anyone sit next to him except his best friends and was also friendly with his friends only in school. And he made a huge exception for Karen. And his friends followed him during the day she was proposing him. And felt super jealous of him and they saw that he didn't even refrain a bit at all and allowed him to get into this situation like he knew this would happen and allowed her to get to that extant. They went for a date just after the day she proposed. They were known as the "Super speed couple" they also had another name "The school's greatest couple". They both skipped classes together and roamed around the school. They were going to dates every weekend and they trusted each other blindly and were very happy when they were together. Mathew asked Karen if he could get Karen's phone number and Karen gave it to him and she asked why he wanted then he said that he couldn't live without talking to her for one day. And after hearing that Karen got flustered and told that she's really happy to have him in her life. And she kissed him and thanked him to by her side. And Karen asked if he could stay by her side forever, this was almost the third time he heard and the third time he made that wish. Mathew accepted her request and promised her that he wouldn't ever leave her and would never stop loving her. After a week of their promise they had a parents' teachers meeting. The day before the PTM they told each other that they would be coming to the PTM with their parents, and then Mathew asked if she said to her parents about their relationship, then Karen told that she was going to tell her parents at the PTM after introducing him to her, because her parents would keep high hopes on the guy she would be dating and she didn't know the thoughts of the ideal guy in their minds for her to date. So she didn't want her current type of relationship never change into a very different type like friendship or even worse like stranger ship these were the worst case scenarios in her mind when Mathew asked her about their relationship. Then Karen asked if Mathew had told his parents then he told her that it would be better if he would never tell his parents because he was worried where his parents would again shift to another place but he never told it out to her cause he was worried where she would be sad and he never wanted to look at the girl he loved cry again because he had already encountered it already twice in his life before. The next day came, the PTM day had arrived the most awaited day for both Mathew and Karen. They both actually didn't sleep that night. Back at school Mathew arrived first and told his parents to go ahead and he would wait for his friend and play for some time and then he would play with his friend and would join them if there was still some time left and some teachers to meet as his parents left into the main building of the school Mathew ran to the park and waited at the park as that was Mathew's and Karen's meeting point, just before Karen arrived at the school, on the way she told her parents she wanted to show them a really important person who she had met at the school, after hearing to this Karen's parents were very anxious about who the important person she was talking about. And our Mathew back at the school felt so anxious that he felt like running away from the meeting point, but he told himself that he had to stay because his relationship with Karen was at the risk and he didn't want to lose her so he stayed and as Karen arrived at the school she led her parents to the meeting point and as Mathew saw Karen his heart rate increased like his heart was about explode and he could hear the heart beating. He was worried if Karen and her parents could hear if they came close to him so he thought of all the happy moments he and Karen had and then his heart rate reduced and as they came near him Karen introduced Mathew to her parents and then they asked Karen if he was the important person she was talking about and then she said that Mathew was her boyfriend and they were dating for almost a year. Then Karen's dad asked Mathew some questions and as Mathew answered every question up to the father's mark he accepted for them to continue dating each other. And as their conversation was over, Karen's parents insisted her to stay behind and hang out or play with Mathew. And they said her not to worry about the feedbacks she's going to get because they were happy for whatever would happen with the teachers. For the next 45 minutes they played together all kinds of sports and did all kinds of stunts. And then they got super tired so they sat down and talked for some time and then after that they looked at each other and then Karen told that it had been a lot of time since they had kissed. So Mathew after hearing this he held Karen's hand and headed to the basement and they kissed and after their kiss, Karen asked why he had brought her there, Mathew said that he didn't tell his parents about his relationship with Karen. Then he told Karen about his previous loves and as his parents got to know about the relationships he had they would shift right away. At first he thought it was just a big coincidence then the next time they got to know that he fell in love again they shifted. And he didn't want to go away from Karen forever and not only that but his parents would delete the contacts about the girl he had loved he had lost all the contacts of the girls he loved and he didn't want to lose Karen's contacts because that was the only way he could talk to her when they are not in school and he couldn't live without talking to her for one day. So then Karen asked Mathew not tell his parents and as Mathew promised Karen she held his head and kissed him and told him that she would never leave him. And then Mathew held Karen and pulled her close to him and kissed her and then they smiled and the they said they oud love each other for the rest of their lives. Then the very next day Mathew's family had a family meeting as the first thing in the morning and then the father announced that they were going to shift to back to Illions and when Mathew asked his parents why they had to shift again and it had been only 2 years since they shifted. Then the father said that he was transferred back to Illions. Then after the meeting was over Mathew got to know that Mathew's brother had taken a video of the PTM in which Mathew and Karen were clearly visible that they were making out. Then Mathew rushed to school and told Karen everything about what had happened on that day morning and then Mathew told her that they were shifting to Illions (just like what Mathew had thought) and as Mathew completed telling Karen about the day, tears came running down her eyes. And she asked if all Mathew said were true. Then Mathew told her that he would never lie to the girl he loves no matter who it was. Then Karen pulled Mathew towards her and asked him if he would forget her and if he had then she would find him and kick his ass for forgetting her and asked him to keep his promise to never stop loving her and also never to forget her even though if she forgot she asked him to search for her and try his best to make her remember all the good times they had. And then Mathew got a call from his father telling that they were shifting in a week. And asked him to tell his goodbyes to all his friends and his favorite teachers. And to be mentally ready for the shifting. Then Mathew got to know that the shifting was not his father's plan but someone else's plan. Then he told Karen that he had a week left before he was going to shift. Then after a minute his father called again telling that he had to attend an entrance exam at the school his father had selected for Mathew and his brother. So he had only 4 days with him to stay at Iowa. And he asked if there were any other changes in the number of days to spend at Iowa. Then his father told there were no other changes. Mathew, Karen and his friends spent these 4 days together really well making really good memories with each other. He even took Karen to the apartments where he was staying and introduced Karen and Cath and then Mathew told Cath the whole story and he told that he was going to shift to Illions and he also told Cath that he still loved her and would continue to love her and told her not to worry because he would never forget Cath unless he had an incident where he had to lose his memories. He kissed her and told her that this might be goodbye as they could not see each other like they use to before. Then the day came where Mathew had to rush to the train station and had actually missed the train and then he had two moods in his mind and they were both happy and sad, happy because he missed the train and didn't had to take the test and could stay back at Iowa, and sad because his father's money was wasted. And as he left the station he called Karen first and told that he missed his train. And he had a day added in the days he had to spend back at Iowa, and he had to catch the plane at the Iowa airport after school. And by hearing this Karen was super happy that she wanted to hug Mathew tight and kiss him for a long time. And Mathew told her that she could do that at the school by skipping school. And on the next day Mathew and Karen skipped the periods after lunch. And spent those periods at the nurse's office as there was never a nurse. They sat together and spoke to each other and also slept together for an hour. And as the dispersal bell rang Mathew's best friend came to the nurse's office as he knew where he would be and woke Mathew up and told him that the dispersal bell had rung. And as he woke up he told his friend to go wait outside for a second. And as his friend left the nurse's office Mathew kissed Karen and told her that the dispersal bell had rung and also told her that he had the best school days with her. And held hands till the buses and then they left each other's hands and that was the last time he had seen her but still could feel the sensation of her head on his shoulder and taste of her sweet lips like it had happened just yesterday. For the next 4 years he had slowly forgotten her name and the time they spent together. Then out of nowhere after 3 years he recollected her name and the time they spent together and had gone into a small depression for a year.