Romantic One Shots (for The Lovesicks)

the cut.

My ex said things that made me feel like shit, it engraved into my heart to the point where I started cutting myself.

That night, I stood in the kitchen with a knife in hand. That night is when he woke up.

He saw.
The blood red hand
The red stained knife.

He ran to me and held me back as I started crying.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry"

He held my face with his hand from behind, the other hand held me by my stomach as we slowly sit onto the ground.

"hey. Hey, hey. It's alright. Breathe. I'm here. "

He said as calmly as possible, even though I can feel his panicking breath behind me.

He told and helped me to stand up. And helped clean my wounds.

"...i have a question if it's not too personal"
"yes? "
"how long has this been happening? "
"ever since... He talked to me.. "
"oh.. "

He slowly got up and place my hand onto his chest. He then hugged me close.

I felt his heart beating under my hands. I felt safe.

"it's not your fault..."
"I know.. "

He chuckled to my respond.

He held me from the back, and held onto me tightly. He took a sniff on my neck and kisses me softly. I felt his lips on my neck, it felt like heaven.

I felt loved.

He gently placed his hand on my chin and tilts it towards his face. That look of his looked so loving that I lost my mind just staring into his eyes. He looked up and down to my lips, then looked directly into my eyes.

He paused for a bit.

Time felt like it paused as well. Nothing mattered at that moment.

He asked.  "...can I kiss you? "

"yes. " I said without thinking at all. He kissed me on the lips gently. He slid his hand to the back of my neck and pushed me more into the kiss.

I held onto him and felt his heart beats faster under my hands. I grabbed his hoodie and pulled him closer. He slowly slid his other hand under my shirt and placed it on my skin.

"are you cold? " his hand is warm as fuck while my skin is cold.

"yeah, just a little."

At that moment he took off his hoodie, revealing his abs and chest, he helped me wear the hoodie and pulled me into another hug.

He buried his face into my neck and took a huge sniff.

"I love you so much. "