Soulmates- a stray kids ff [ ON PAUSE ]

The tix

      "ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod," I say, on the back of the shirts were tickets to a Stray kids concert! Stray kids are my favorite kpop group and they were going on their second world tour! It is said they are looking for their soulmates and if they find her at the beginning or middle or anything they will ask her to come with them although I don't really know because those were just rumors, anyways, Alia and Leona love them almost as much as I do, They looked at my reaction and flipped their shirts over Li immediately got up and squealed running around 

      "YAY I'M GONNA SEE MY APPAS!!!" She yells and everyone freezes and I get super confused I know she loves them but her Appas? oh well as long as she is happy I guess

      "Liona baby, why did you call them that?" I ask her and she slowly turns around and walks toward me giggling,

      "Because mommy since I don't have a daddy I always wanted to call someone that," she says shyly and I laugh, she may be two but she is a very smart little girl that's for sure, 

      "Oh, baby...." I say when I see tears ready to spill from her eyes

      "Did he not love me, mommy?" she asks, I hear everyone suck in their breath nervous about how I was going to respond, I look into her eyes and wipe her tears off of her face, seeing her this way always made my heart sad

      "Well baby sometimes bad things happen that no one else understands, not even I know why he did what he did to me, but you were the outcome which makes the situation more bearable, I think if he knew you he would love you, you are the kindest most fun little girl to be around and I know anyone you meet can't help but love you, but just know I love you most," I say and she giggles a little bit but I see one of her questions brewing and I get ready for it,

      "mommy what did he do to you?" she asks and I think for a minute trying to find a way that will make her understand I can't tell her quite yet,

      "I will tell you when you are a little older ok?" I say and she nods her head a little bit, when I look back up I see everyone with slight smiles on their faces but sadness in their eyes, Ali gives me a thumbs up to tell me that I did well, I nod 

      "Girls you might wanna read your tickets," Mina says in an attempt to lighten the mood, we read the tickets out loud I scream in excitement, and Li, Ali, and I jump all around, I start twirling Li all over and she giggles, 

      "Ok do you guys wanna eat or not?" Jae says as we all collapse on the ground from exhaustion I hold up one finger, and a few seconds later I stand up and walk into the kitchen with Liona on my hip, today I had a morning Pj party because I didn't feel like anything else and I LOVED pancakes, we sing happy birthday and I blow out the candles on my pancakes, we finish eating and start a movie

      "You guys should go get ready for the concert tonight," Mina says, I jump up and pick up Li running up the stairs, she giggles the whole way up,  we quickly got dressed and I did all of our hair and makeup, I had one final touch for all of us tho, the necklaces I bought so we all could have one and be together and have Stray Kids no matter where we are, (A/N: bros sounds a bit cringe sorry)

(here are the fits, makeup, hair colors, and hairstyles)

(Just with a thinner chain)

      We all run downstairs ready and see that everyone is gone except mom and dad of course 

      "We are heading out so we can make it on time" I tell them and they look at each other and start to giggle like school girls 

      "Well you can't go without your passes and lightsticks can you?" Jae says and I widen my eyes again, they also got us light sticks?!?

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A/N: sorry guys! It is super late so I need to go to bed... I only get 5 hrs of sleep now haha just swell, jk I usually get two T-T Guys insomnia is no joke! it sucks, I get like two or less hours of sleep a day :p on top of my second year of highschool... anyways I will make a new chapter tomorrow and post my questions there! if you couldn't tell I ask chapterly questions haha 

GOOD NIGHT!