My Little Story

chapter 15

TW Chapter may have triggering topics
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I woke up in the hospital, "doctor she's awake," I heard someone yell and then the doctor came in, "how are you feeling Isabella?" "My head hurts, what exactly happened?" "You fell and blacked out, and I am assuming you have no clue why?" I just shook my head no, "well, miss woods, I am happy to say the baby is ok." She said smiling, I just sat there shocked, "i-I'm, n-no I c-cant be, b-but-" the doctor cut me off, "I know it may come as a shock, would you like to keep the baby?" "Of course I can't think of not keeping it, I just, I'm not with the father anymore, and I did not know I was pregnant." He nodded.

When I got home, I called the girls over and there significant others, I started crying when I heard them come in, "Hey, bella what was so urgent," I heard Owen and Rosie say, I just got up and jumped in their arms, "I um, so me and A-asher, i-" I couldn't talk, they sat me down, "calm down then tell us, I took a deep breath.

"I am pregnant." They all looked shocked, "have you told Asher yet?" I shook my head, "I was hoping we could just keep it a secret?" They agreed.

The next day I woke up to Lucas calling me, "hey sleeping beauty wanna hang out today? I just thought you should get a day off, because of the day you had yesterday," I just agreed and went to meet him.

When I got home, I went to eat some dinner, and then got ready for bed. I took a shower, and brushed my teeth, but when I layed down I could not go to sleep, so I went for a walk.

When I was walking I ran into teddy and Elliot, "Teddy!!" I said running and jumped on him, "didn't I just see you like 2 days ago sweet pea?" I just nodded and then I remembered I need to tell him, I suddenly stopped smiling and hugged him.

"Teddy I need to tell you something..." He just nodded, "so when me and Asher were together some things led to another and I am gonna be a mom in about 8 months." He just sat there shocked, "Oh. My. Gosh. Are you gonna be ok? Will you need any help? I will give you money if that is what you need, I mean I am rich, TELL ME WHAT YOU NEED!!" I started laughing at his reaction because it was hysterical, "Oh and also I met a guy, I gotta go now, talk more tommorrow." And with that I left him and giggled to myself.

I finally went to bed, and when I woke up I was not feeling OK, like mentally.

I had the realization, I like Lucas, and with that I started crying, I have been clean for like a year, but I just saw the blade and stopped thinking, and I cut......

I decided I was gonna try my best to avoid and ignore him no matter how long or hard he tries.

It has been a week of me ignoring Lucas and its kinda killing me, but he came in the tattoo shop again today.

When Lucas came in my shop today for a lunch break, I just ignored him and told Rosie to take care of him, I went out the back and got on my bike ready to go for a ride when I felt a tap on my shoulder.

I turned around and saw Lucas, "I thought Rosie told you to leave me alone," I looked at him and said, "yeah but I didn't listen, now get up I am driving." He said in a very firm voice that kinda scared me so I listened.

He drove me to his house, it was like huge dude, I tried so hard not to be effected, he led me inside and to his room and set me on his bed, "Look bella I like you, and I am sorry for whatever I did to make you, feel like you had to avoid me, but I am here for you baby," I just started crying, "I'm sorry, I just when I realized I liked you I got scared, I don't have the best past with guys and it has messed with me."

When I got up I showed him my legs and I started crying more, "I'm sorry.....I'm sorry..."

I woke up in a unfamiliar bed, and saw my thighs were rapped, then I remembered last night, "fuck..." I got up and tried to find Lucas, but when I found him I heard him talking to somebody, I looked inside a door, and saw him talking to like a 10 year old girl, "who is this lucas?" I asked walking in, she hid behind him, "this is my little sister our parents died so I got custody of her, can you say hi Lia?" She came out and waved, "why hello there, how are you little lia?" "I am amazing Lucas is always talking about y-" Lucas cut her off, "I am always talking about tacos!! Yeah tacos..." I just started giggling.