1/6/2022:9:00- We finally made it to my house around 9. When we got to the front door i told him to be quiet as my parents were sleeping and that i was sorry for the way my house looked. It wasn't dirty or anything it was just a bit smaller than what Caleb was used to. His family lived in a freaking mansion compared to my house, the ceilings were raised and the windows were huge. I'd pass by his house a couple times walking home but started to take another route since he would come outside more often than not. But he told me it was fine and we went inside and snuck past my sleeping parents. I shut the door and as soon as i did caleb screamed at me about a painting, i rushed over and put my hand over his mouth and on the back of his neck, we stood like that for about 5 minutes before i removed his hand. "Im sorry y/n, thats my fault. I just saw the painting and i was a bit loud heh.." "Its okay Caleb, just try being quiet please" I let go of him and looked down at the floor. 'why would i grab him, don't be stupid y/n dont touch him' He grabbed my waist a bit and looked down at me "hey im sorry y/n, i wont do it again darling" My eyes shot up and i moved his hand. "we're just here to study Caleb, stay focused and stop fucking around" "Right right, im sorry lets get the project done and i'll be out of your hair" He gave me a cheeky smile and sat at the end of my bed. I sat there reading when my thoughts began to drift on why Caleb said that, was he playing around? maybe trying to mess around see if i was easy? Maybe if i looked like Mandy, with her red hair and beautiful big eyes, perfect body and just the tinest nose but i wasn't. The imagine of Mandy in my head felt so real.
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She looked like a fucking goddess and i was just.. well here. But with that being said, it's late and i think i should get caleb out of my house now. We packed his stuff up and i snuck him past the door again of my parents room again and made it to the front door. I gave him his backpack and a hug just to be nice but he held on for a while, cradling my waist and upper back. I felt his warm breath on my ear and it send tingles down my spine and made me shiver, i looked at him and kissed him, grabbing the back of his neck as he pulled me closer but then pulled away quickly and looked down at me wiping his lips. "No i have a girlfriend this is like wrong, ill go now ill see you later for the project" he whipped around and left me standing there, looking dumbfounded like a fucking idiot. This dude man, i almost slammed my door but i didnt afraid of getting beat up and down the stairs if my parents woke up. But i layed in bed, touching my lips over and over again thinking about the kiss we shared, i know he had a girlfriend but did i owe her any loyalty? No i didnt but i was gonna give it to her once i found out who she was, until then he's all mine.
