How I fell apart

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I never cry in front of my mom or dad because that reminders me they don't care about me but when my emotions really build I say I'm going to my friends but hide aside the car and cry and cry and at night look at the stars as they become blurry from the water in my eyes then I blink and warm water runs from my eyes I look to the stream below but a thought so vile comes to my head my sis got thar attention by cutting her wrist what if no I couldn't finish the thought it was to bad I pushed it out of my head I put my head in my hands and thought why do I try so hard at school why do I do my best at everything why why I can tell you why because my mom has been through a lot and I'm trying to make her life as easy as it can be but suiside ya I've thought about it shore many times but I try not to put stress on her so I just don't tell her.

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