The Past

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[Music Playing]

"This is gonna be the best day of my life! Wooo!"

"You're fucking loud bitch! It hurts my ears." Siyeon tried to slap her friend's mouth. "Fuck you bitch. You better be jealous with me. I have a boyfriend now." Her friend said and her smile fades away.

"Really?" Siyeon quickly remembered her ex-boyfriend who suddenly broke up with her. It was such traumatic for her to have a boyfriend and the reason for their break up is the same as her past relationship.

"Oh... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have say that. My mouth slipped." Her friend said. "It's fine."

........

Siyeon went home alone. Just as her dog went to run to her. "Hello my baby Gido." This is what she do whenever she saw her puppy going to her. She put down her bag and get her phone inside.

"Siyeon-a, my boyfriend wants to meet you tomorrow at night. If it's fine for you, would you love to?"

"Yes, it's fine for me. But I won't promise, maybe I will be busy. I'll try to, okay?"

"Okay, thank you!"

........

After the day, Siyeon was with her friend. The boy looks familiar to her. She stopped for a while trying to recall who he is. Maybe she was just dreaming or maybe it just looks like her ex.

The boy turned around and it was him. It's her ex. Of course, her friend didn't know the face of her ex but only knows she has an ex-boyfriend. They were just new friends. It was kinda awkward and uncomfortable for her.

"Uhmmmh... This is my boyfriend, Siyeon. His name is Park Gihoon." Her friend introduced it to her. Gihoon was looking at her. "Is something wrong?" Her friend asked. "Nothing, I was loading."

They did a handshake. "Can I leave both of you here? I'm just gonna order something for the three of us." Her friend stood up from her seat. Gihoon grabbed her wrist. "No, i'll do it." "No, i'll just do it so that you will get to know her more."

Her friend then went away to order some food for them. Gihoon looked around and his girlfriend wasn't looking at them. "Long time no see." He wasn't making even a single stare at her.

He was just facing his phone through all of their talks. She didn't even release a single word in her mouth. "I'm sorry." He said. "It's not the right time to talk about this, Gihoon. Can you just be quiet?" Siyeon said.

.......

Siyeon's PoV

A few weeks later, my friend invited me in her house. It was a party for friends. I'm not actually a kind of friend that joins parties but I did it just to give a chance on my best friend. It hurts whenever I see them cuddling. It was just a few months since we broke up so it would be impossible for me to move on the quick when we have been together for a few years.

I tried to help myself with an alcohol. It was my first time having too much takes of alcohol. "Siyeon, you are drunk. You drink too much." My friend tried to stop me and even asked me what's the reason why am I like this. "Don't mind me."

I get out of the house and vomited. "Are you okay?" I heard a man's voice? I was just too drunk but I heard a man's voice. It may be Gihoon who's reassuring me outside. "Mind your own business and get back inside." I sit down on the bench and tried to calm myself.

"Why do men hate me a lot? What did I do to them? Are there any reasons that I would try just to make them happy? I thought I did everything but for them what I did was just nothing." I rolled my eyes and catched some air to breathe.

"You are just drunk. You should stop talking." He said. "I'm not drunk! I know who I am talking with right now. I can still see my surroundings. Who do you think am I? I think you know me well, right? You know me for a long time ago. Stop acting like you are not my ex!" He covered my mouth. "This is not the topic we should bring up in here! Can you stop those!?"

"Stop those? Stop those when I don't know the reason of the break up? Fuck yourself!" I throw the glass and break it. "I just wanted to be happy. You are the reason why my life is fucked. I thought you love me so much."

"I said stop!"

...........

Morning came and I was in my hangover. I tried to recover and after the day, I went a hike to go to the park. A man grabbed my hand all of a sudden. He brings me in a familiar car. He then drove me and see the familiar streets.

"Gihoon?" It was him. "What the hell are you doing?" He parked his car and I knew it... It was his house. "Why are you bringing me here?" I asked. He didn't respond and locked the doors and windows. "You won't be going out."

"Gihoon, haven't I told you about this!? You are my ex!" I shouted. "Yes, I made the wrong thing. You didn't know the reason why we broke up. While fighting with those things, I still love you... Until now."

"I don't get it! You still love me until now? Then, why did you find any girl?" I asked. "No, it's not like what I mean. I was just scared to get back to you again. I thought it would be just a waste of time if I will go back to you again. I think you might not accept me again." He said.

"Is that all? Can you let me get out please?" I tried to open the door but he locked it. "No, I won't let you." He suddenly held my hand and turned me around. He pinned me to the wall. "What does this mean, Gihoon?"

"I want you back in my life." He kept kissing me and I also kept pushing him away. "No! You already have my friend! I don't want to commit a sin. This is cheating!" I shouted. "No, I said I still love you, Siyeon."

"No!" I don't know. He was still kissing me and that was the day that I committed a sin to my friend. Since that day, we always meet up whenever my friend isn't around in the province. We kept doing it in his house.

"We aren't in a relationship, Gihoon." I said. "I know... I just miss your kisses and body." He kissed my forehead and I pushed him slowly. "I should get going, Gihoon." I put my clothes on. I went back in my house and think a lot.

When my friend went back in her house, we stopped meeting up and doing sins like before. My friend still invites me whenever they go on dates. I can still see that he loves my friend more that me.

A few months later, I got to have my new boyfriend. I feel his love more than Gihoon.

"Meet up?"

-friendy

"Okay"

-me

........

"Hi!" I hugged my friend. Me and Gihoon were relieved that my friend doesn't know anything about what happened to us. "This is Myeonggi." I introduced him to them. "Hi Myeonggi! Nice to meet you!" They did a handshake and Gihoon was just staring at me.

........

Fast forward....

I and my boyfriend are getting married soon. My friend and Gihoon were still not engaged but they were still together. We are having a meet up with my friend again including Gihoon and Myeonggi.

"I know you've been betrayed by your past relationships and you don't deserve it. You deserve my love so much. I never have regretted that I sacrificed my life just to care for you. All those things were worth it." I sighed and smiled. Looking at his tearful eyes and kissed me softly.

It looks like someone is watching us but we don't care. He hugged me tightly and kissed my forehead a few times. "I love you so much, Siyeon. You changed my life." He said. "I love you too."

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