Tears of a Second Wife

CHAPTER 1

HAWAK ang isang paper bag na may lamang cake para kay mommy chia ay nakangiti akong naglalakad papasok sa mansion nila, I miss her so much.

She's Dean's mom and she's so good to me, na kahit hindi ko naranasang magkaron ng ina ay para bang sakanya ko naman yon mararanasan kahit pa hindi kami maayos ng anak nya.

She's so good to me, she's always smiling and yet sophisticated, ang ganda nya sobra kaya hindi nakapag-tatakang kahit sa edad nya'y akala mo bata pa sya kung titingnan kaya naman baliw na baliw parin si daddy demet sakanya e.

I sigh, if only I can experience being loved by dean--

Stop, yllana! Stop dreaming!

napabusangot nalang ako habang sinasaway ang isip sa malabo nitong pinapangarap.

Kahit anong mangyari kasi hindi naman ako mamahalin ni dean, tinanggap ko na yon matagal na kaya lang kung minsan hindi ko maiwasang mangarap na sana...sana naman mahalin nya rin ako.

Tinulak ko ang pinto at diretso pumasok sa loob ng bahay, at saka dumiretso sa kusina para maglagay ng cake sa platito saka narin gumawa ng juice para kay mommy chia, paborito nya kasi ang cheesecake kaya lagi ko syang dinadalan. I smiled thinking abt her reaction later.

She's always happy with the simple things, she's so lovely.

Inilagay ko na ang juice at cake sa isang tray at marahang naglakad paakyat sa kwarto nito dahil doon lang naman sya madalas kapag weekdays dahil kapag weekend ay paniguradong nagdate sila ni daddy demet.

They are so inlove with each other, na despite sa edad nila they continue to love each other, thats the kind of love I wished to have.

I smiled bitterly.

But I know I won't be able to have that. I think I'm bound to be just the second wife. Literal na laging pangalawa.

Pumikit ako sandali upang alisin ang mga iniisip bago tumuloy na naglakad papunta sa kwarto ni mommy.

I was abt to push the door open but it was slightly open already and I heard a familiar voice from inside that I wished I could unhear what he just said.

I was stunned, my knees were becoming like a jelly, its wobbling and I don't know how I can still stand with everything I am hearing right now.

"I couldn't stay with one roof with her anymore mommy! Let me annul her please.." he said begging.

My heart keeps throbbing in pain, I wanted to run but my feet just won't let me..

I think I love being hurt by him continuously.

"Yllana was so good archimedes! I just don't get you, why would you do that to her?! She did everything for you!" Mommy chia shouts at him crying, thats when my eyes started to get teary

"I never asked her anything! She did those on her own will! Please, let me stop this marriage mommy." He said like he was in so much pain.

Did he really want us to end just like this?

" I tried l-loving her just like what you wish to me, but I-i can't mommy, it was always farida, its only her. I-i couldn't l-love anyone else mommy, it was like I am cheating with my wife!" Sabi nya na halos pumiyok ang boses

Is he c-crying?

"Ylanna is your wife!" Mommy chia shouted back still crying

"SHE IS NOT! I TOLD YOU I WILL NEVER LOVE ANYONE ELSE! I TOLD YOU IM ALRIGHT JUST WITH MYSELF, HINDI KO KAYA MOMMY! HINDI KO KAYANG PALITAN SI FARIDA, I VOWED TO STAY INLOVE WITH HER!" He shouted crying.