Cas can you hear me? (Destiel)

Chapter 1

Dean's POV

It's the first day since Castiel left Jimmy and I have just been feeling like total crap. I have been missing him like crazy and I don't even know why! It's not like I even knew him that well but I just... can't.

I must be going crazy, I mean, I am missing someone I didn't even know for very long. It's just like I have this emptiness inside me. I am trying not to show my feelings too much because I don't want to hurt Sam and make him feel responsible but it just hurts so much. It almost feels like when I lost mom, like I have lost someone I loved. But I couldn't have felt that way about Cas. I have just never felt like this before, and I'm not sure about anything anymore.

Sam's POV

Something's up with Dean, I just don't know what. He has done absolutely nothing these last few days and has seemed a bit depressed. Sometimes I will just walk into the hotel room and he won't even notice me, he will just keep staring up at the ceiling until I say something to him when he will immediately jump up and give a huge fake smile. I know I am going to have to do something eventually but first I want to find out what's making him act like this and maybe I can fix it.

Last night Dean was talking in his sleep, something about Castiel? Then he started kind of crying a little! I think he is missing Cas and that's what's making him depressed. It is my job as his little brother to try and cheer him up, so that's exactly what I'm going to do.

Dean's POV

I think Sam's up to something. He has been acting strange the last few days and won't tell me anything.

I wake up in the morning to the sound of screaming! Oh wait, that's just Sam singing in the shower. "THANKS SAM" I yell, the shower turns off and Sam steps out of the tiny hotel bathroom with soap dripping from his long hair, wearing absolutely nothing. I cover my eyes with my hands to shield them from the horror of my naked brother. "Anytime" he replies and reaches for his bag pulling out some underwear whilst spilling about half the contents of his bag onto the hotel floor. "Get the car Dean" he says "we're going somewhere". I look over at the clock, it reads 6:07am "Saaaaaaaam why are you so weird" I complain. "There is no way I am leaving this bed until at least 8 am" I tell Sam and roll over. I hear a whooshing sound and I am suddenly being crushed by my half-naked brother. I try to shove him off but he just tickles me. I squirm and fling my arms and legs around until I nail Sam in the side. Then with a battle cry I jump on him.

Sam won't tell me where we're going. I have been pestering him since we started driving about an hour ago. We are probably going to an opera or something, Sam thinks I like those and I actually do like them a bit. Half of me hopes that Sam has somehow found out Cas is back but half of me also doesn't. I mean what would I even say to him? Oh hey Cas, I have been missing you so much I refused to do anything the last few days, also I think I love you but I'm not sure because I'm not gay! I just don't know what to do.