ALL MINE'S{NOTTI OSAMA}

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naveah

sugarhill

her house

1:52 am

i've been up all night waiting for notti to text or call me back i mean sense he's been acting strange i've gotton use to sleeping without him but i still miss his presents so today i decided to go to his house.

while i was talking a felt a nice morning breeze  but then i felt this weird feeling in my stomach and that only comes when something bad might happen but then again i rlly didn't eat breakfast so i js ignored it.

i got to his house and knocked on the door 3 times dd answered it "yo wussup nav" "hii dd" i said hugging him and smiling at the same time

"is notti here?" when i asked that his face went down "um yeah he is um in his um room yea room" he said in a low tone i raised a brow  and walked to his room. when i opened the door i was heartbroken i saw notti shirtless in the bed with another girl...is this why he's been distancing himself from me? i js sat there in shock until dd came behind ben loudly saying.

"nav are you ok?" he said and notti rose up so fast and he saw me "wait nav its not-" i cut him off "notti dont say that bs with me if you didn't mean to do it you wouldn't have done it at all" i js walked outside i can't belive i tried so hard for him and he does this i mean ik we wasn't dating but he said he loved me...i said it back.

"WAIT NAV" notti saaid pulled my arm "ethan get away from me" i said moments from tears "nav lemme explain"

 "EXPLAIN WHAT THAT U LEAVE ME ONE READ AND NOT EVEN REPLY BUT YOU PROBS REPLY TO HER MESSAGES BUT ITS OK KEEP REPLYING TO HERS IDK ANYMORE YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME I SAID IT BACK AND YOU DO THIS SHIT FUCK YOU NOTTI"

 i said yinking my arm away from him but then he said it something i didn't wanna hear but he said it he..really did
"nav why are you even bad we wasn't even tg" he said i js flipped him off not even looking bad.

i walked back home crying my eyes out when i got home i ran upstairs and slid down on my door hugging my knees i couldn't belive what i saw did i do something wrong?  i didn't think so but now everything is just wrong.

so now i need to get over myself i went to my phone and i saw 20 missed calls from notti and 34 texts messages from him is the last 32 minutes i changed his contacted name to

'heart breaker💔'

i got up and did my morning routine and got dress i mean i could easily get over my crush on notti i just needed to distract myself so i went to the deli 

tbh this yo outfit