As I mentioned In 2nd part about my friend Arham. He was the play boy of his school I brought him on twitter he found twitter interesting so he brought his girls there where he brought a most beautiful, sensitive, innocent, talkative and a kind heart girl who loves him as well but wants his love as well which she didn't find
She loves him too much she cares for him too much she came on twitter just to see his crush's activity. Although Arham knew that she loves him alot so he started teasing her and started playing games with her, he didn't love her back which she deserve.
I acknowledged her pain but didn't tell her. We followed each other she followed my friends first she talked to them later she started talking to me which I was awaited for. She was too funny I still remember once her account got hacked by her cousin who called names to us specially Arham HAHAHAHAHA! Her cousin called Arham names Arham thought thats her but actually it was not her, Special thing was that her cousin vituperated each and everyone except me I was too lucky . Later she asked for apology so I forgave her but that incident was too funny.
She keept on talking to me telling her love stories used to disclose her secrets . I started coming closer to her but sometimes my past appeared on my mind it's shows me my 1st failed love. I got scared and stop talking to her and thought that she is just a friend but no doubt my heart has compassion for her because she was also suffering from the same tensions as i was suffering, she needed a guy like me so I used to talk to her used to reduced her tensions by telling my 1st loved ones story I don't know but may be she felt ok.
So this happens as usual sometimes I didn't talk to her because I have others girls to talk too I took her as a good friend I didn't realize that maybe she minded when I remained online but didn't chat with her.
Well after long time many of my friends helped me some said patch up with her but I didn't agree with them my friend haider helped me also maybe he knew what I want. I had a crush on a girl named kausar since my school life. Kausar was haider's classmate. He introduced me to kausar. We started talking I came to know that she is also interested in me but I don't want any relationship so I kept her in friends limit!
Her parents were so strict still she talked to me. We used to chat late night around 4 to 6 am. She looked so much beautiful she's Persian Pathan now you guys can imagine. But the thing was she was not special for me who I could have waited for whole night to come online so suddenly I stopped chatting with her I can't awke late night for just a girl who is my friend and nothing, we were just friends why do i wait for her no I can't!
So we left replying each other although she was a good lady but was a time pass and I'm not born to pass any girls time!
After these girls there was a girl named Kiran She attracted me alot with her cool personality she had tan skin we came to being a friend via my old first year's friend Neha.
Kiran and Neha studied In same school In same class. They were best friends
Kiran recently had a breakup so as my friends were helping me reducing my all sorrows same Kiran's best friend Neha was doing for her.
She wanted that Kiran and I should start taking and understanding eachother and if we found eachother perfect we could come in a relationship's boundary which I agreed on.
Kiran is Christian which I knew Neha told me still I didn't care I started taking to Kiran I found her perfect she was not boring she knew how to talk to a man she knew how to keep a conversation going.
Her birthday was near 5 june maybe I wanted to surprise her and yeah I successfully surprised her with my wishes on her facebook wall she knew I have started taking interest in her. She asked me about it which I told her clearly.
yeah I like you but I could not come In a relationship I said
yes either I, because I'm Christian and you are Muslim in the future we must face difficulties and I want to live relax because my breakup have made grew my fade! She said
Things got cleared neither She want any relationship nor I but we could be friends. And she is still a friend,a good friend of mine we talk to eachother the same as we used to but often because she also has a life and I'm not single anymore HAHA
There was another girl named Tanzila Ashraf she was friend of my ex she is of my age a good girl ethically she is, but she also want someone in her life she choosed me proposed me I refused as I didn't want any relationship I wanted her as friend we talked 2 months after that I realized she is getting into me more and more so I stop replying her!
I didn't tell her yet why I stopped replying her neither she asked. We are still friends but there are many things I wanted to tell her which I didn't cause after Tanzila I met my second love. I wanted to tell her that she has done nothing with me neither I have used her as a time pass like other boys do simply I'm not that kind of a guy who see beauty in a girl. Beauty doesn't attract me so Tanzila was perfect she also cares for me when she saw me on twitter with my second love she gets jealous
Do you love her ~She asked
No but why are you asking? ~I replied
Yeah my second love was beautiful anyone could try to get her so Tanzila thought same and yeah I liked my second love but I didn't love her that time, love is something different it's like you don't care about yourself but your lover!
So I was not that into my second love but yes I like her,her stories and everything. Tanzila even stops me talking to her. She makes taunt at me that you kept on talking with her (yeah I kept on talking with her I was not Tanzila's boyfriend My second love was upset my mission was to made her happy at anything cause because I can't see that beautiful girl crying)
Well Tanzila stopped me to talk to my second love sometimes she cries so I ignored messages of my second love and sometimes I don't reply her and sometimes I talk to my second love every rudely because it makes Tanzila happy. After that I realized Tanzila is not even my girlfriend why I'm obeying her orders plus she is getting started loving me and I don't want her to love me cause I don't wanted to hurt anyone by rejecting because of my past so simple is that I started ignoring her and never told her why I'm ignoring her yet maybe she knew maybe not but I'll tell her that how I saved her life by not letting her loved me!
