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45. Your shield

I don't want someone else to look at you the way I do.

Too scared to kiss you.

To break the shield you build for yourself.

The shield no one may ever break.

Not even the one you think your heart belongs to.

I want you to be fine.

Even without me along line.

Because baby you deserve the best

Way better than the rest.

All I care for is you.

And baby please tell me.

If you don't like something that I do.

Because your shield and pain.

Is way more important than my desire.

The desire to kiss you although I'm too scared to break your shield.

The shield you build up for yourself in all those dark years.

The dark years, wherin I couldn't be there for you.

Even though I wish I could.

And baby, please don't feel guilty when you push me away.

But only if that makes you feel more okay.