Tyler's povs
Why must I feel so useless in this world and to this family ..most important to him..all I do is work,take care of the kids and him and for fuck sake I don't get one thank you ! We never have sex anymore! We never kiss and forget about going out together...our last date night was three years ago..I've tired therapy,meds and etc just to help him and me but it's just not the same.
I miss our blissful wedding night how we danced on the floor how he held my hands,the night was so perfect with his lips on mine and his hands all over me ...just thinking about him putting his hands on me and kissing my necks makes me feel so good..but I can't start thinking that way now ,I gotta put the food away and head to my bedroom..yeah we have separate rooms now...
As I head into my big master bedroom I let a sigh slip from my lips ...it's the same thing over and over..our marriage will never be the same! Honestly the only reason why I'm still mentally here is for my best friend Gabriella...maybe if I wasn't married I would give us a shot but if he's loyal then I'll always be loyal ...he would never put his hands on someone else..right ? ...now I'm just letting my thoughts run wild ,I gotta get to bed.
As I slide into my California king bed and I lay my head on my special made pillows I lay down thinking about my life and how I so wish things could change with my love and me....
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