Nikei x Mikado Sdra Oneshots

mistakes -Angst

Dating AU purr

Have you ever regretted something you've said and now it haunts you forever?

This was Nikei currently as he sat on the bed of the two and Mikado sat down by him.Nikei never talked about his past and what he has gone through to get to this point and after accidently slipping up and mentioning his father's friends, Mikado got worried and is now asking questions that Nikei can only freeze too.

"Mikado I-Crap I didn't mean to say that nothing like that ever happened I didn't mean to say that"Nikei tried to explain and Mikado only saddened his eyes-"Are you sure?"He asked.

"Y-Yes!I'm sure!"Nikei yelled.

Mikado sighed and pulled Nikei closer ,Pulling him into his lap-"You can open up to me love"Mikado explained.

Nikei stayed quiet."It won't kill you to be vulnerable once in a while,I always thought you and your Father's relationship was a strange but can you please tell me more about it?"Mikado basically begged

"It's not good!That's all you need to know!"Nikei said trying to get up but Mikado held him there and looked at him with saddened eyes.

"I..Mikado"Nikei sighed-"I haven't talked to him in serval years I don't plan to"Nikei explained.

"Nikei you mentioned something about your dad and your dad's friends..Touching you and such, Is that true?Mikado asked sadly.

Nikei gulped-"U-Uhm..Well U-Uh-"Nikei's breathing Already sucked so he easily started hyperventilating,Panicking.

Mikado tried to calm him down,Get his breathing better which after some time he manage to get him to calm down and now Nikei held tightly onto his lover,Gripping his shirt as he lightly sobbed into his shirt as mikado rubbed his back-"Th-They would touch me in h-horrible ways!They would grab and take everything from me!"Nikei yelled,He was violently shaking, Panicking again but no matter what Mikado seemed to do he didn't seem to calm down but he did open up about his father.

"I hate h-him!I hate him!H-He would hit me!Hu-Hurt me!However he could!" Nikei continued to yell

Nikei had opened up about a bunch of thing about his father,about how he would touch him,How he had serval people daily sexual harassing him,How anytime his father heard him cry he would look down on him telling him how little of a man he was,How he told a teacher and The teacher called his father and after that he started being homeschool.

Mikado felt horrible
He wished he could of been there to help him.

After a long time Nikei had calmed down,Or more so had passed out,Mikado made sure he was okay and layed him down,Putting the soft blanket over him,Telling him it's going to be okay and he stayed there cuddling with him,Keeping him safe from his father.