The mysterious Yelan (Yelan x reader) nsfw

Notes~
Before you read this please keep in mind that I made most of this like 6 months ago on a road trip so there's a lot of mistakes...
but besides that um, stream punisher by Phoebe bridgers 💞

Part 1~
Darkening aura

Since you've been working at the ministry of civil affairs for what seems like years, assisting Yelan has always come up here and there. Even though you won't admit it, it's totally the highlight of the job. To watch Yelan yell at the workers for things they can't control made you feel a lot better about yourself and how your own employees think of you. Crushing on Yelan is the worst mistake a person can make because of her mysterious nature, and for some reason those dark eyes put you under a spell and now you've fallen for her. But it's not like she'd ever consider dating you to begin with, so at least that will save some trouble.

You're now walking down to the lower level of the building when someone bumps into you as they're running quite fast, you dropped all your papers and some slipped out of the other persons hands, you fell down yet this random asshole kept running.

As you're picking up all the lose paper, a name outlined in red pen stood out. "Yelan." You're little crush must of gotten in the way because now instead of trying to track the person who bumped into you down, you're set on bringing the papers to yelans office instead.

You walk down the halls and go up the stairs until you reach her office. You hold the stack of paper in your right hand and knock on her door with your left, "I have some papers for you Ms.Yelan." She then  replies, "you can come in darling;)." You twist the door knob and walk in the room slowly. She was sitting on the chair in front of her desk and said, "I've been waiting for these papers" You place the few papers on her desk, with that being all you had to give her, you started to leave, of course you wanted to talk to her but, she's not the most easy person to befriend. Not only that, the few times you have talked to her, you kinda ruined any chance of you two being friends, let alone dating.

As you turn to leave the room, yelan says, "wait..., I have one more request for you personally." A shiver's sent down to the bottom of your spine. Yelan is suddenly standing right behind your neck, "your heart is beating fast, do I really scare you that much?" You gulp, the saliva slowly scraps the insides of your throat as yelan is a mere centimetre away from your neck. "And what would that be Ms.
Yelan..?" you hesitated.

She licks her lips, "You forgot about my lunch!" She says almost mocking you in some sort. You're utterly embarrassed, "oh my bad.." you responded. "Why, did you expect more?" Yelan says almost laughing. "Haha, of course not" you said fake laughing. You leave the room and close the door.

Almost immediately you had a rush of embarrassment flow through you. Now Yelan pretty much KNOWS you like her, you'll never see her again for real. Then you thought to yourself "Whatever, what gives her the right to be so entitled all the time anyways, both of us have the same job and do the same things yet she thinks she can boss me around THEN continue to mock me?" You told yourself you didn't like her anymore after that, yet at the same time, half of you knew it was a lie. "After dropping off yelans lunch, I will NEVER think of her again!"