The constant shakes
Miss pronunciation of words
The stuttering of words
The flinching
The upset stomach filled with anxiety
Not eating
Endless alcohol
Gray clouds of smoke
Lying in bed
Sleeping the day away
Twitching smile
Depressing music playing in the background
Energy drinks just to get through the day
The migraines
Her nerves have been shot to the point that it's her new normal
She now drinks to go numb
She now smokes to relax
She used to read for peace of mind
She used to drawing for fun
She used to write to keep her sane
She used to go walks
She used to make plans with friends
She has abandoned her hobbies
She now travels down a dim lit path
