Chapter 1: Lonesome Road

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Sometimes life gas a weird way of treating people sometimes & other times, life knows exactly what to throw in people's ways to get them sidetracked along with many other things, my life is no exception. For years I've been struggling to look for work, bettering myself, and more. I felt like all of my attempts however were all in vain & that I was getting nowhere in my current position. I tried many many times to end it all as I felt like no matter what it was that I was doing, I wasn't good enough, but that never happened. I was always saved by something or someone who has to let me have that ability to keep on living. I didn't know who kept me from ending it all in one big self game over, but all I know is that for a few years it left me in a mental institute to keep myself from doing anymore harm to myself for awhile. After getting myself out of the mental institute, I started going to the gym to workout for a little while, going on runs, and many other things to get myself back on the right track. It was a good few weeks as I got my life back under control as I started going out & meeting women from dating sites & meeting them at bars. None of the women were really interested in me after the first date, but at this point, I didn't care. I knew that there was someone out there that's perfect for me, just waiting for the right moment to come into my life & make me forget all of my worries & troubles. I just had to keep going out to make sure I finally found the one that I was looking for.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 13, 2022 ⏰

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