I know it's wrong whatever I feel.
This love is wrong but it ain't weak.
I shouldn't see these things.
I shouldn't imagine you with me .
I feel ashamed .
I feel embarrassed.
I know this love won't work.
But still I love.
No friends , no enemies.
You were there when I was in need.
Foreign to my now home city.
No news, no goodbyes.
Your red cheeks and Cute little smile.
You left alittle early.
First guy, first friend, first crush,maybe
My first ever question , maybe
My first ever attempt to love.
My heart is still fragnented
With the aroma of your love taper.
As newly bloomed lavender.
Since third I've cared bout others
I've loved you before and now I won't care bout the aftermath.
I've loved you before and I still love.
You were like some beautiful fireworks to me.
I was the happiest with you
For the first time I felt what is it like,
When a guy treats you the best,
When a guy protects you,
When someone really makes you feel special
You were the first guy.
You really made me feel special
I've got not regrets you left alittle soon
But I've got one for not letting you know
Back than you've got the kind of Adams apple I love.
Lights and sparkle you bought me into this world.
I closed my eyes and decides to stay for a little while.
I wanted to stay with you for the rest of my life.
My friends would ask and that's what I say million Times.
It was December and u still remember
I gave you signs but you Just couldn't sense.
It was me who was at the wrong
But you didn't care to give a thought bout who took me there.
But I take all what this love got for me
And I guess I'm over it
And I won't take anything this love will bring for me in later days
Either hate or love.
I would've stored my feelings for you in some hatbox
If I knew it will change for the worst.
I would've stored back than
You were the most toughest calculation.
Cool Autumn breeze
As soft as feathers kiss.
All that I've imagined .
On my way to class,
I saw you walking opposite my way.
You somehow knew that I was trying to say something.
I was dyeing to for real.
And you bent down a little
Cause you were taller than me,
Cause I was younger than you,
And thats all I remember.
I was the first one to fall for you.
To fall
Amd thats all I wanna remember
I was the first one to love you.
To love...
