PAYU
I just wanted to stroll off to clear the thoughts in my mind. I did not want anyone here. I was at the beach sitting on a log. What if this never happened? What if I treated Rain nicely. What if I was there with Saifah back then and helped him to lead the right way? This all wouldn't have happened. I never hated anyone in my life the way I hated myself right now. My legs almost gave up and my words almost got stuck to my throat when Rain told me he and Saifah are boyfriends. Saifah's words actually made me realise that I was too selfish. The cold made it worse for me. But no one would even care if I died here.
AUTHOR
Rain couldn't stop crying and Saifah couldn't stop worrying he knew his brother would act stupid in this situation and he immediately regretted it. He asked Rain if there was any other place where Payu would go after they visited the last place they thought he would be there. Rain told him that he could be at the beach.
RAIN
I was getting worried, even though I want to let go of Payu I at the same time wanted him back. What was happening to me? Why did he go away like that? I did want him to go through pain but not in this way where it leaves both of us in ache. Saifah kept telling me that I needed to stop crying the whole way, but that did not seem comforting.
SAIFAH
I tried my best to comfort Rain to get him to stop crying but he wouldn't just stop. We finally made it to the beach which Rain mentioned. Before I could drive the car to the parking lot Rain just opened the door and rushed towards the beach. I had nothing to say. I stood there, I needed to leave them alone for sometime. This makes me feel really good. I just waited for them till they came back.
PAYU
My body started shivering due to the cold, I tried to get up from where I sat but my rib hurt a lot which made me sit down back in pain. Guess I'll be dying out of hypothermia. I sound childish. I tried my best to stand up again but failed and groaned in pain.
??: Payu!!!!!!!
PAYU: what are you doing here Rain.
RAIN: you ! Need to come home right now with me, are you dumb enough don't you know it's freezing?
PAYU: but how did you know that I was here?
RAIN: I know ! So now please come home.
His face was pale He'd look like he would cry again. Red eyes and red nose. He helped me out to reach Saifah's car, oh so they came here together. I said nothing after all I knew. I would try one last time and then I would give up.
AUTHOR
The whole car ride was silent. Rain who had fallen asleep in Payu's lap was now snoring cutely. Saifah did not dare to utter a word to Payu but Payu decided to ask him.
PAYU: Saifah, do you love Rain?
SAIFAH: is that even a question?
PAYU: what if I tell you that don't go back to the states but stay with Rain forever will you do that?
SAIFAH: brother are you planning something?
Payu just chuckled miserably. Guessing to have no answer Saifah looked at his brother through the mirror. He must have been definitely gone nuts.
The end
