Desires|Jenlisa

Chapter 5

Lisa POV

I woke up early to watch sunrise from the hill I used to watch in childhood.

It's still dark ,I wore my jacket cap and scarf ,I sneak out of the house without making any noise.

The way to the hill is 5 minute walk from my house and have a road full with trees.

I sat on the big rock then wait for the sunrise. I head snapped to the rustling of Leaves behind me due to dark I didn't know who was the person.

I felt like pissing in my pants what if it's the ghost I heard about in childhood but my doubts cleared when the person approached me.

It's not other than the person who made me see stars the other night.

She sit with me on the rock. I heard her clearing her throat but I just close my eyes to feel the air. I don't know but I felt myself less whenever something happen like this my all confidence got down and I see myself as burden.

"Up for the sunrise?" She asked me and felt her scoot closer to me. When My thighs touched with her I felt a electricity travel inside me.

I felt her hands on mine , I open my eyes and look at her she was smiled then rest her head on my shoulder.

"Do you remember how we used to sneak in childhood to watch sunrise" I heaved a sigh then nod.

She looked at me then caressed my cheeks and placed a kiss on it.

"This place is always our escape from everything right" I nodded looking at her.

"Lisayah whatever happened was wrong " she heaved a sigh "but it didn't mean that I felt disgusted with you. You're my lucky charm right"

"And also my sunshine" Our eyes was connected where I saw something but she gazed in another direction where the sun was peeking through mountains.

We were silent while watching the scene but it was not weird or uncomfortable.

Time skip

I'm in the field with my brothers Bambam and Ten. We were watching our fruits planting.

"Lisa so how many girls you've been sleeping with"

Bambam said which made me choke the apple I was eating , ten laughed suddenly which made him make a noise of his nose.

"I'm pure virgin you Idiot where you got the Idea of me fucking everyone" He just shake head.

"What about you both?" I wiggle my eyebrows they deep sighed and  said.

"Do you think my father will let us go around the town to watch girls , court them then have sex with them naah he don't let us" Bambam said

"In conclusion our world is limited around these fields , farm and cattle animals" Ten continued

"But I think there's a chance for Bambam, a cow is really fond of him maybe they match for each other"

" Hahhahah" We both laughed Bambam removed his slippers then throw on us.

"LISA" I look at the direction in terror my father was there.

"Useless child why are you fighting with your brothers. Atleast they have some work to do not like you just eating on our money"

My father yelled other cousins who was sitting at the porch laughed except Bambam and Ten.

I made my way toward the room cause it's good when I'm inside.

My vision was blurry with tears and I didn't saw someone coming on my way I got collided with them.

"Are you alright? Lisa" Jungkook asked me.

My tears drop but I still smile to show him that I'm okay.

"Yes bunny uncle" He just look with sympathy I made my way to the room.

I cried the moment I enter ,I turn around to close the door but a hand stop it.

"What are you trying to do crying in front if Jungkook? Trying to pretend that I'm the worst father when you're the one who is disappointment to us.
I wish you were never born or died the moment your mom give birth."

He said after slapping me , he leave it's always like that if I was a boy or girl maybe he will be happy.

I sneak out to the escape place I sat under the tree and look at the cliff.

I wish you were never born or died the moment your mom give birth.

I wish you were never born or died the moment your mom give birth.

I wish you were never born or died the moment your mom give birth.

I smile faintly after remembering my father words maybe if I'm not born I didn't have to live a life where people feel hatred or disgusted with me.

"Lisaaa"I heard a familiar voice and saw Jennie running towards me and engulf me into a hug.