Describe What Love Is.

Her

Oh I love you Carter
Uhm,yeah I love you too Madline..
Why'd you hesitate?
...
Madline stretches out her arms and gives me a big hug hoping however I felt, a big hug would help.
Madline.. I'm not in the mood babe.
That's okay baby, I'll go make dinner and after that I'll head home and give you some space?
I'm not hungry at the moment..
Oh.
You alright?
Yes baby, I'll head home now.
Okay bye.
Cya, I love you.
Madline tries to kiss me but I swerve so she ends up kissing my cheek.
Alrighty then...
Madline gets up off the couch, grabs her coat and her purse. She then turns around and winks at me.
Goodnight babe.
Yeah,night Madline..
Madline then closes the door, I get up and turn off the TV and just sit there like a sack of potatos'.
*What am I thinking.. No. What is this feeling, I love her so much but I can't be with her anymore.. I remember she used to be my happy place. But something is just different..*
I check my phone and look at the time. 9:52.
*I've got to go to sleep. I have my last day at college tomorrow, hopefully sleeping will help..*
I arise from the couch and make my way down the hallway to my bedroom, I take off my shirt then lift the blanket up and slide in then I snuggled up. I don't really know what happened next but all I remembered is that I slept in and still wasn't late to class.
Hey dude.
Uhm.. Hey Quana, what's up?
The roof is up.
*Dumb mother fu××er*
Haha..
Not funny.. Right. So you and Madline?
I think I'm going to break up with her..
Why?!
Something in my gut is telling me to. I love her it's just-
BOYS ENOUGH TALKING!!
*Oh fu×× were we talking that loud from all the back here..*
Hey, it's honna be alright okay? I love you bro.
*That's a first.. He said he loves me.. Oh crap, I'm getting hard.*
You okay?
Ahh. Yes, I'm alright.
I was tryna make it go away without anyone noticing.
Alright, oh sh×× we missed alot on the board..
Argh..
Some time later the bell rang and my brother wanted to meet up at a .. fancy .. cafe. I just needed to finish off one more class and I've got to meet him at 11:45, it's 10:27 right now so I have a lot of time to kill before I can go meet up with him..