4:37am || 12/16/22
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It's 4:37 and I can't fall asleep. Thoughts are running through my mind, thinking about life.
'You're so disgusting, just look at you, you're pathetic'
'Why would people like you anyway, you're weird'
'Why do you even exist'
'Honestly you should kys'
'Cut them'
'Starve more, you don't deserve to eat you're too fat'
I disgust myself.
I hate this. I hate existing. Why do I even try anymore? Why am I so afraid of kms? I dont deserve to live. I feel alone, so so alone..
