6:48pm || 12/28/22
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I hate myself. I hate the way I act. Why can't I js act normal. I'm always annoying everyone. I'm always seeking attention. I js can't live without people. I'm always trying to make them stay which js makes them go further away. I hate the fact that I js start hating the person they start talking to more than me. I don't want to hate them js bc they start talking to the person I got attached to, they don't deserve it but I can't help it. I always act like nothings getting through to me when in reality I cry abt it daily. I'm very sensitive even tho I don't act like it and js pretend idc pretending is js easier than talking abt my problems.
