"Love Rain"

Chapter 19

Freen POV

'what did i say ? oh god did i admit that I love her, this is so embarrassing. your idiot freen why did you confess that.'

"what did you say " all of sudden nita asked me. but i did not answer her questions. i have no any courage to say it again in front of her. so i dragged becky to my car and ordered to get in. she also followed what i asked? i can see her face now full of confusion.

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now we both in front of her house . we didn't exchange any single words during the drive. i sigh heavy and opened to speak but she suddenly started to talk.

" what do you mean by you love me ?" she asked straightforward 

"just forget it." i realy want to tell the truth about my feelings but i was afraid to lose her. 

"look freen. i really don't want to hurt you. but i need to know why you say that ." i have no choice. if i refuses to tell the truth , someone will approach her before me. so it's now or never.

" truth is ..... yes it's my true feelings for you. i don't know when it start ? but i do love you. you are the only person who care about me ? i started to care about you since you took care my fever. you know what love is the most hate thing in my life. i didn't believe in love or didn't want to fell in love with some one. but you turn my world upside down. i never expected that i will fell for you.  i don't know how to explain everything to you that what's happened to me but i only know one thing for sure you are the only person fluttered my heart. its always beating so fast when you near me." i let out deep sigh after finishing up the confession.

" i am sorry freen" i turned my face to see her face. why she said sorry.

" really sorry. i didn't know that you will fell for me...but tha thing is i care about you as a -" i saw her expression now i can get it what she was going to say? 

" i am really sorry...... i really don't want to hurt your feelings but i only care about you as a friend.... i really feel sorry for your life and you also live alone..." when i heard the word 'friend' my heart broken in to pieces, i expected it but i didn't think that words can hurt my heart so much. i was trying to make fake smile when i was crying in side.

" i don't want you to hope that i will love you back freen. because i never think that i will fell in love with girl. i am really sorry."

" no need to say sorry. i didn't hope that you should feel the same way as me... but i will love you and you can't say that i need to stop. it's enough for me to stay as a friend with you.... "

" but i will hurt you more , you should stop that feeling freen?"

"no it s not. i will continue to love you ..."

she didn't say anything and just got off from car and walked away.... i can't lose you beck....

" at least  can i be your friend?"