[Verse 1]
Sometimes I listen to lorde and cry
"Pure heroine" makes me feel like I'm missing out
Maybe I am, maybe I'm not
I'm afraid of growing old
Sometimes I drive all night
Just to pass the time
[pre-chorus]
I'm in the shower
Thinking of "the old man and the sea"
Everything's wasted
I can always tasted it
Pls, this is not how it's supposed to be
[chorus]
I'm afraid I'll waste my life
So I get wasted to kill some time
My only friend lives across the sea
He tells me it'll be fine
God can I go back?
Everthing turns and comes back to that:
Pls, this is not how it's supposed to be
[Verse 2]
I fell off the stairs yesterday
I didn't wanna get back up
There's a certain peace in giving up
If I can't be happy, at least I wanna be calm
Everything is silent, I'm embracing myself in the dark
[pre-chorus]
I'm in the shower
Thinking of "the old man and the sea"
Everything's wasted
I can always tasted it
Pls, this is not how it's supposed to be
[chorus]
I'm afraid I'll waste my life
So I get wasted to kill some time
My only friend lives across the sea
He tells me it'll be fine
God can I go back?
Everthing turns and comes back to that:
Pls, this is not how it's supposed to be
[bridge]
I'm an old soul in a young body
I'm all grief and rage
I'm all grief and rage
I'm all grief and rage
[chorus]
I'm afraid I'll waste my life
So I get wasted to kill some time
My only friend lives across the sea
He tells me it'll be fine
God can I go back?
Everthing turns and comes back to that:
Pls, this is not how it's supposed to be
[outro]
But this is how it is
But this is how it is
But this is how it is
But this is how it is
